Sitting down at the kitchen table, I looked up to Tory who sat so innocently in front of me. I watched as her eyes darted from mine while holding so much emotion. So much wanting to know. Sighing, I bought her attention to me. I knew she'd keep thinking about Y/N and I so it was just better to tell her everything.
"You asked me if I still missed Y/N and all I could think about was when I first met her," I started as Tory hung onto my every word. "She was so beautiful. She was my everything. My comfort, my peace. She is...my first love," I added on, Tory looking down at her cereal before looking back at me. "Oh how I loved her-" I happily said, the feeling come back but leaving as quickly as it appeared. "-but we were never good for each other and we knew it. We all believe that if you love someone, you can make it work...but sometimes...love just isn't enough," I said sadly as I swallowed the lump in my throat. "I hurt her. And no matter how powerful or thrilling it was, I knew she would never be okay again...me and her would never be okay again," I said as Tory opened her mouth to speak.
"So...that's why you started talking to me?" She questioned making me nod.
"I knew she wouldn't walk away from me, she loved me too much, so, I had to let her go. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to," I replied making Tory sigh. Leaning over the table and grabbing her hand, I held it in mine. "But I need you. Everything is easier. There is no fighting, no anger, no hatred. Just peace," I added on making Tory's eyes brim with tears.
"Will you ever love me like you love her?" She whispered so delicate. Standing up and moving over to crouch in front of her, I wiped a tear that slowly made its way down her fair skin.
"I will someday," I murmured knowing that when we go to sleep that night, all I'll dream about is her.
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