i can't even explain it
but i'm lost in this world
filled with miserable thing that are so beautiful
all of this is tearing me into pieces
i can slowly feel it all
all of it slowly one piece by one
i want to get better
but being better is not going to change my loneliness
i will be smarter in grades
i will be fit
i will be a perfect person hidden in the shadows
i wish i could just say goodbye
but there are people who need me
people i will save and am living for
~mj
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all of us
PoésieTRIGGER..... with some love. This is a collection of poems about things that cause us pain and smiles. These are short poems about my life, some of them have direct meaning others are deep.