Studying and the Library

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As I walk my way down to the library I get more nervous my hands slowly become sweaty and my breathing quickens. I finally arrive at the library and open the door. I look to my right  and see Severus waiting for me at one of the tables he looks up at me and smirks

"You're a minute and 30 seconds late but who's counting"

"Oh shove off," I say shaking my head

"Is that how you want to talk to someone who's going to help you with your potions test because  I can get up and go?" he says while laughing I shake my head and laugh as I pull up a chair and sit right next to him

"So what potion do you need help with"

" Liquid Luck" he looks at me in disbelief

"Rayne are you sure you want to choose Liquid Luck"

"Yes," I say

"Do you know that's an extremely hard potion to master" I look up at him

"Yes which is why I chose it because if I get a correct I get a better grade" he smirks and shakes his head he looks up and we make eye contact

"Andddd I  have you to help me out" I smirk Severus starts to explain to me how you make liquid luck and how you can easily mess it up if you stir the potion the wrong way it is very temperamental. Halfway through him explaining it I turn my head and make eye contact with him. I think to myself has he always been this cute or have I just missed it. Eventually, we finish taking notes about the potion so tomorrow I can make it a class and show it for the test but before I could say thank you I heard books falling off the shelf I looked down the aisle and see books on the floor but nobody there.  So I paid no attention to it.

I helped him put his books and ink in his bag. As I turn around to reach my papers I trip over the leg of the chair, I close my eyes expecting to hit the ground but nothing happens I open my eyes to be met with a pair of dark brown eyes. his eyes are almost black there dark and mysterious but I can't help getting lost in them. I immediately snapped out of my trance and regain balance his hand still on my waist he looks down at me and I met his gaze then watched as his gaze slowly flickered from my eyes down to my lips and back up again. I could feel my stomach cave and became a pit of nerves .my heart was going wild in my chest and I only hope he couldn't notice the way my breath hitched as he stepped closer oh Merlin we were so close just inches away there has never been this little space between our bodies. He moved one of his hands from my waist and brushed my brown curly hair out of my face that had fallen and tucked it behind my ear. He looked  between my eyes and my lips again before asking

"Can I kiss you?" he asked nervously waiting for my answer

















" Yes," I say with a smile

Without a second thought his lips came down to mine his grip tighten up my waist and pull me closer as he leaned into the kiss I subconsciously placed my hand onto his chest and the other one intertwined we his other hand that was double the size as mine.  His lips were soft and he tastes like cigarettes and coffee a smell and taste I could never get enough of as we slowly pulled away we both opened our eyes to see Eachother both with blushes and with smiles and a slight grin on his face. He walked me back to the common room and let go of my hand

"Well we have come to our destination," he said and chuckled I turned around and smiled at him and got on my tippy toes, and kissed his cheek

"Good night Sev"

"Sev ?"  he asked in shock

"Yeah it's my nickname for you so you better come up with one for me" he smiled

"Goodnight darling" with one last look he turned around and walked back to his common room I turned around to see shocked Prongs a smirking Padfoot and Moony and Wormtail looking at me at that moment I knew I was Fucked.James closed his eyes and took a deep breath and said

"Care to explain what that was"  I looked at him

"What is there to explain, you just saw everything that happened"

"I know but  I want to  hear you say it" I looked at my twin and took a deep breath looked him in the eyes and took a step forward

" I went to the library to study with him and he was helping me with the test tomorrow but you already know that didn't you. You guys were spying on me in the library and  knocked over the books that fell on the floor" James face turned red from embarrassment while the others looked around and tried to not meet my gaze James looked at me finally and gave me an apologetically look and sighed

"I'm sorry I just didn't want you to get hurt" I close my eyes and think about what I'm gonna say

"James I love you to death and I appreciate your concern but as you saw tonight he isn't going to hurt me" I take a deep breathe " But I'm not going to apologize for kissing him I'm not going to stand here and lie and deny my feelings for him but I will apologize that you're finding out like this way"

he looked at me and smirked "as long as you're happy Rayne  I'll learn to accept it" he took a step forward and open his arms and engulfed me in a warm hug. A hug I missed way too much that I melted into

"I love you too Rayne," he said I pulled away and smiled

"Thank you for understanding" I turn to look at the others and smiled they all look back at me and smile until Sirius spoke up I gave him a nervous glance he is my second brother his opinion matter just as much as James same with Remus's.

"If he hurts you let me know about it"

"Same here,"  Moony said Wormtail just chuckled and James laughed I give them all hug and walk upstairs I get to my room and see a sleeping Lily and a sleeping Marlene I smile a little I put on my pajamas turn, and face the wall and close my eyes. Tonight both Severus and Rayne asked themselves the same question: what are you doing to me.

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