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chapter 5

Flashback.
(Ixion is 17 and Saylor is 16 also sexual assault will be mentioned!)

Ixion Carter:

I fucking hate my life.

My only reason for being in this fucked up world are Saylor and rose.

Saylor fucking Gray. This girl flipped my world around and what did she do? She made me get so addicted that I crave her. I want the chaos that comes with her I want all the imperfections and flaws she has because no matter what she does the idiot will always be perfect to me.

I sound so pathetic like I have a stupid crush on her or I'm in love. That isn't me I don't do love. Love is such an overrated word people love to always use and will always say it even though they don't mean it. No one understands the concept of love until they lose someone they love.

I'm going to leave for Florida soon then we're going to settle in LA a year after and Saylor doesn't know that. She doesn't need too.

My dick of an uncle decided it would be a fantastic idea to extend the company (even though we have enough money to last a lifetime but he is a money thirsty dick of course.) to more popular places. Popular places being 4,388 miles, I hate him not only because he pratically robbed my childhood but the fact that this asshole has the nerve to act like my dad whatever I can't wait for the day the bastard dies and leaves me alone forever he can haunt for all I care as long as I don't have to see his face.

"OI IXION YOU TWAT ARE YOU PACKED FOR TOMORROW" my uncle yelled.

"Yeah, I am" I replied, nonchalantly since I knew it pisses him off. I hear him storming inside of my room as he pushes me up against the wall with his hand secured around my throat. The funny thing was I didn't mind, it didn't hurt or anything I just felt numb like always. We made a deal as long as he doesn't touch Rose or anything that belongs to me,I will work for his stupid company, take over it an he can do whatever he wants with me.

"Listen. Listen closely I hear that tone once again I will beat you black and blue understood? Also, you wouldn't want poor little Rosey hurt wouldn't you now? He smirks, slowly letting go of my throat.

"Don't ever go near Rose we made a deal remember?" I glared at him my blood boiling with fury.

"I'm sticking to the deal don't you worry carter." he spat with disgust planted on his face "You better of packed were leaving early tomorrow you moron"

Oh, fuck Saylor. I can't do this but I have to for her I have to protect her from my uncle now since he would do anything to have me isolated and lonely. He knew feeling lonely would drive me crazy. He suspects the reason I haven't gone crazy is because of football but it's because of Saylor I've managed to hide her from him but it's been 11 years.I can't carry on especially if we're starting a whole new lifestyle meaning he is going to go through my phone.Make sure no one in this city is in contact with me anymore. I need her to hate me so she won't contact me anymore if I just disappeared, I know Saylor would find me and she can't do that with my bastard of an uncle. I just want her safe.

I grab my car keys and shoot Saylor a text telling her to meet me at the park outside her house.

Saylor Gray: (sexual assault is mentioned from here!)

I got a text from Ixion saying to meet him outside the park. I was excited, whenever I was going to be with him and I also needed to tell him the reason why I haven't been talking to him or anyone for a whole week was because I got sexually assaulted by the guy who claimed to be "in love with me" it hurt a lot and I'm still not over it even though I've been told by teachers and my parents to get over it. I guess maybe Ixion can help me?