hug || sunsun

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Frustrated.

That's what Sunghoon was at the moment. Not at anyone else but himself.

Why couldn't he understand any of the things he wrote down in class? Why did the textbook's words make no sense to him? Why was he so stupid?

The ink of his pen was slowly bleeding through the pages of his notebook, just another sign of his inability to be a good son and do his work right. He couldn't even write nice notes, or have a normal looking page.

Sunghoon let go of the pen, his hands shakily coming up to his hair.

Before they could reach for his terrified scalp, though, his phone pinged the special sound that was only reserved for a certain someone.

Neediness seeped into his consciousness as Sunghoon desperately grabbed his phone and opened the message.

Sunny💌

park sunghoon

if you even DARE touch your scalp 

istfg

i will not hesitate in banning cuddles for this visit

p.sunghoon

idec how u knwo i was gonna do it

comwquickly plz

Sunghoon, now with the reassurance that his angel was coming, set his phone down. He looked at himself in the mirror, noticing his shaking hands. To distract himself, Sunghoon began pacing back and forth in anticipation for Sunoo's arrival.

He didn't know how much longer he could fend off the temptations of weakening his hair. His hands wouldn't stop shaking, and suddenly, he couldn't move. Sunghoon's breath became constricted as his fingernails dug into his palms in an attempt to stop shaking.

It hurt, but somehow he felt like it compensated for how shitty he felt.

A click sounded from his door as it locked, and when Sunghoon looked up he was met with Sunoo's concerned eyes.

The younger scanned his state, and a frown quickly found it's way onto his lips.

"Oh, Hoonie..."

Sunoo quickly walked up to Sunghoon's frozen figure, taking the boy's fists into his gentle hands. He began uncurling the taller's fingers, rubbing his palms to get fingernail indents out of them.

It was as if Sunoo had worked some kind of magic, because in the next second Sunghoon's breath evened out, and he softened at the boy's touch.

Tears suddenly formed in his eyes, a sniffle leaving his body before he wrapped his arms around Sunoo's waist, burying his face into the boy's shoulder and then allowing his muffled sobs to pass through.

The latter's arms reached behind Sunghoon, rubbing his back soothingly.

They rocked back and forth for some time, a sniffle sounding from the older every few minutes.

Sunghoon then felt Sunoo pause, leaning back. The said male's eyes found his, holding a gaze that melted Sunghoon even when he a mess in that moment.

His heartbeat picked up in an instant, leaving the elder to fight the blush that wanted to scatter across his face.

Sunoo merely smiled softly, hands reaching up and cupping Sunghoon's face. He wiped off the smudged tears on his friend's cheeks with his stubby thumbs, and then let himself out of Sunghoon's grasp.

"Can I know what happened?" He asked, eyeing Sunghoon's twiddling fingers.

The latter cleared his throat. "I just-can't, no- um, I don't understand my classwork..."

"Have you tried using the textbook?"

"Yeah, but it sucks too."

Sunoo bit his lip. "Hm. Can I see it? Maybe I can help."

Sunghoon nodded gratefully, which might have looked weird since Sunoo was a year below him in school. However, Sunoo was actually quite smart for his age. The only reason he didn't skip a year of school was because his parents wanted him to be with students his age.

The younger boy sat down in Sunghoon's chair and began studying the textbook. He then let his eyes rest upon the messy notes in Sunghoon's notebook.

(Much to the male's embarrassment.)

The younger soon got up and ruffled Sunghoon's hair to bring him back to reality. "You're not stupid, Hoonie. The only thing wrong with your work is that the book doesn't list the first, most critical step."

This brought a sense of dignity back to the older. He wasn't as horrible as he thought he was.

Sunoo flipped to a new page, and picked up one of Sunghoon's pens. He then wrote and drew out the missing piece of the work, highlighting important steps even in Sunghoon's work.

"Here, now all you have to do is apply your notes to this formula."

Sunghoon took a seat in the chair, relief washing over him when the sequence in his notes lined up with the formula Sunoo had worded for him. It all began making sense, and it satisfied his brain so much. He finished the remaining paperwork scattered across his desk,

Sunoo clapped his hands excitedly when Sunghoon got up from his desk, a grin plastered on his face. "You finished! I'm so proud of you!"

He then proceeded to jump up and down, using Sunghoon's shoulder to push himself up while giggling like a giddy child.

Sunghoon just stared dumbly at his best friend. He found it so cute, how Sunoo could light up the room with one glance of his smile.

The younger male calmed himself down, using Sunghoon's shoulders once again but this time to steady himself.

Before Sunoo could retract his hands from Sunghoon's shoulders, though, an urge built up inside the latter.

"Sunoo?"

"Yeah?"

"Sometimes I get unexplainable urges. And with you being all cute right now, what else can I really do?"

Before he could make sense of what he was doing, Sunghoon leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Sunoo's cheek.

A moment of silence ensued as Sunoo's cheeks became rosy with color.

Sunghoon, on the other hand, was having a mental breakdown. How did he- why did he do that?

Sunoo suddenly whined, swatting Sunghoon's shoulder. "Y-Yah! Don't do things like that, you know I'm gay and will really fall for that shit."

Sunghoon coughed, chuckling sheepishly. He was so embarrassed.

"Noted. Um- do you wanna watch a movie or something?"

Sunoo merely nodded, shaking his head and smiling at Sunghoon adorably.

In his mind, Sunghoon was relieved to say at the least. Sunoo hadn't left his sorry ass...yet.

The pair sat on Sunghoon's bed, laptop on the boy's legs as he chose a trending sci-fi move to watch.

None of them acknowledged the new level of tension they had unlocked with each other.

~~~

HEy 

i know that ended abrupty

but listen i needed to update-

okay thats it bye~

- Abby <33