Anything For You (Satzu/Mitzu)

Sixteen

Tzuyu's POV

I'm driving Dahyunie home. It's already past 6 am. I felt guilty seeing her stretching her back. She fell asleep on the hood for hours.

"I'm sorry for dragging you here." She just shrugged.

"It's fine Tzu. Where will you go after?" Massaging her shoulder.

"I'm thinking of ditching work and being with you guys. Is it okay?" Hoping she would agree.

"Of course, Tzu. Chaeng will be glad." She smiled at me.

"I don't wanna go home yet. Can I use your shower and borrow your clothes?" Not leaving my eyes on the road.

"You're are very much welcome, Tzu." She said as we parked in her garage. "You know where are my clothes and the shower room. I will just make us breakfast while you're getting ready." She said as we entered her huge house. I just nodded and went to her room, she proceeded to the kitchen.

I picked a loose shirt and shorts in the closet and went to the shower. I know Sana is waiting for me but I don't want to go home. Maybe tonight or tomorrow. Well, I don't know. After I finished I went downstairs. I saw the food on the table ready but Dahyunie was not there. Where did she go?

"Tofu!"

"I'm here, Tzu!" She said coming out of the bathroom.  "Chaeng said we'll eat breakfast with her. I'll be quick."

"Soooo, Momoring has been asking where you at for a million times already. She's with Sana in your house. What do you want me to say?" Dahyunie said munching her toast. We are already in their office.

"Sana's been calling me too. I don't feel like talking to her but I did." Chaeng said rolling her eyes. She already knows what happened. I think for a second before answering.

"I honestly don't want to see her today." I saw Chaeng stiff and heard a knock, we looked at the door as it was slowly opening.

"Tzuyu...." Sana said. Her eyes are swollen. Maybe from crying. I glared at Chaengie she just made a peace sign and smiled awkwardly.

"Please come in Sana unnie. Eat with us." Dahyunie stands and drags a seat for Sana. Sana obeyed and sat beside me. I suddenly forgot to breathe and gasped.

"Can we talk, Tzu? Alone." Sana asked me. I looked down and sighed.

"Okay. But after we eat." I put food on the plate and gave it to her. I just can't stand seeing her like this. I sighed again for being so whipped. Sana nodded and started eating. Nobody said anything until we finished the food.

"Take it easy, yoda. Okay? Listen to her." Chaengie said as we bid our goodbye. I nodded and weakly smiled. And we went to the parking. I opened the door for her and walked to the driver's side.

"Tzuyu--"

"Sana, just let me drive you safely first. We will talk in the house." I said not making her finish and I started driving. I drove fast. I feel like I'm gonna pass out any minute being with her this close.

We are now in the living room. We are sitting on both ends of our sofa not looking at each other.

"Tzu?"

"Yes?" I said.

"I-I want to break up with you." She said. I thought I had become deaf for a moment. I look at her in disbelief.

"Yo-you want wh-what?" I stutter. She sighed and looked at me.

"I want to break up, Tzu." She said in a low voice but still audible. My tears betrayed me again. My eyes getting blurry. I can't utter a word. It feels like I was choked. I tried my best to communicate.

"N-no Sana. If this is about last night. I can forgive you. Please just don't leave me." I begged, and I reached for her hand.

"I don't deserve you, Tzu." My tears didn't stop but my heart did. I think. I can't believe what she's saying to me now.

"Tell me what to do for you to deserve me, Sana? Please? I love you so much." Never in my life have I cried this hard until now. My heart is aching so much.

"No Tzu. You don't understand. It's me." She said and a tear escaped from her eye. She looks away and wipes it.

"Then let me understand, Sana. Sana. Please don't leave me, Sana. Whatever it is let's work it out, together. You and me. Don't leave me, Sana, please. I'm begging you." I hugged her tighter than I ever did.

"I don't want to hurt you anymore, Tzu." She takes my hands away from her. I didn't notice that her bags were ready in the corner. She walked toward it, and I followed.

"No Sana. You're not going anywhere." I tried to stop her. She didn't say anything. She just keeps on wiping her tears and grabs her bags.

"I'm leaving, Tzu. I'm sorry." She walked out. I run to hug her.

"Sana. I'm begging you, Sana. Don't do this to me. Don't leave me." I almost whispered in her ear. Voice cracked. She takes my hand away. I'm clutching my heart which is breaking.

"I need to go, Tzu." I was stuck where I stood. I can't breathe anymore. Tears are blocking my sight of her. I heard the engine start. My knees weakened.

"No Sana. I love you" I whispered kneeling. I look down. I can't take it seeing her driving away. My heart breaks once more. "How can you do this to me, Sana? How can you break my heart over and over again?" I hardly stand. I am so weak. Tears still pouring. Then it started to rain. Maybe the sky is crying for me too. I look up. "What's happening?" I let heaven rain on me until I got soaked.

I don't know what to do anymore. It's cold without you, Sana. I sighed. I can barely walk it feels like my feet got heavier. Breaths getting deeper. I need to get inside before I pass out here. I tried. So hard.

I'm now in a tub having my hot bath. Contemplating. I feel lost without Sana. My Sana. I will win you back Sana. I will do whatever it takes to have you back. I don't believe that you don't love me anymore or did you ever love me? Sana, you are coming back to me, right? I love you so much just to let you go. You belong to me, Sana. I will do everything to have you back again and never let you go. Give me another chance, Sana. God! Please help me.
I encourage myself and the tears flow again.  I'm weeping.