𝕋𝕠𝕩𝕚𝕔 𝔽𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕤𝕪

Just Listen

Ariana Dior
New York

"Where Kairi"I asked as Dave let me in

"She with her auntie"He said as we walked to the living room

I finally decided to sit down and talk to him especially since Amber wasn't here

"So wassup"He said as we sat down I sighed before speaking

"Why'd you do it why'd you let me fall in love with if you was going to mess it up I was there when you were at your lowest and you just went and played me like a goofy I was there through so much and that bitch was around for what a few months"I semi yelled

"And yeah it's not fully your fault I take part in this to I over played my part too fast I gave you loyalty I gave you so much only to get nothing back in return I should've listened to my momma she told me that love shit was dangerous she told me but I didn't listen. You got me so good so fucking good I gave you everything you wanted, gave you everything you need I thought I created something bitches couldn't come between"I sighed as my tears fell he scooted closer wiping them away

"I know you tired of hearing sorry but I really am I'm beyond sorry I know I hurt you beyond words but let me just say thank you. Thank you for helping me with Kairi Thank you for helping me through those times I thought I couldn't get through I apologize and I thank you from the bottom of my heart"He said sighing rubbing his hand over his face

"Yeah but Whose gone help me Dave huh Dave whose going to help me when I'm at my lowest points"I said breaking down even more

He just looked at me with sad eyes

"Give me another chance to make it right"He said grabbing my hand

I didn't say anything I just laid my head on his shoulder and cried  myself  to sleep as he rubbed my back
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"Why the fuck you laid up with her for Dave"I heard Amber yell as woke up from my sleep

I huffed getting out of Dave's bed slipping on my shoes

"Shut up she sleep and fuck you so hostile for we not even together we even don't sleep in the same bed"He said as I walked down the stairs

"I'm finna go I'll text you about my appointment tomorrow"I said grabbing my jacket off the couch

"Yeah that's right bitch go"Amber said

"Watch yo words Dave said to her making her face scrunch up

"Please stop acting like it's pressure behind him you too damn old and too pregnant too be wanting to play these childish ass games"I said making her mug me harder

I grabbed my keys and walked out Dave  followed

"I'ma fix this I don't care what it takes drive safe"Dave said then kissing my forehead

Butterflies

"I will"I said ignoring his other comment shutting my car door

I sighed before backing out

Dave East

"So you just gone put me out"Amber yelled as she packed her things

"I got you an apartment fully furnished and paid up to 4 months rent and got you a job at Ms.Sandra salon you gone be straight"I said rolling up

"Really Dave I'm five months pregnant so you just leaving me to be a single mother"She said making even more irritated

"You acting like I'm leaving you homeless or some shit"I said making her throw a pillow at me

"It's because of Ari huh she came over here and put something in your head about me huh yes I've made mistakes and I've paid for them"She said

Truth was I was putting her out for me only reason I allowed her to move in was because I was trying to fill the emptiness Ari left

And yes I'm wrong for leading Amber on but it wasn't intentional

"She came over here to let me know she's done with me"I said nonchalantly before inhaling the blunt

"Could you help me take these bags to the living room"She said with tears forming in her eyes

"Look I apologize for hurting you I'm wrong for painting you this false narrative but I would be EVEN less of man if I continued I need to continue healing before I  do anything I gotta heal for my kids I'll be by your side the rest of this pregnancy I just can't do a relationship"I said wiping her eyes pulling her into a hug

"Thank you and I respect that"She said pulling away

We grabbed some bags and took them to the living room
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"So you going celibate"Baby asked passing me the blunt

"The nigga need to look at what he put Ari through"Jeremy said mugging me

"You acting like you want her or something"I said sitting up

"Wouldn't of done her how you did"He said

"Watch yo words"I said passing Baby back the blunt

"Or what you fuck up everything you touch you the reason Da'Vani got killed"He said making  me stand up

He stood up too and we sized each other up

"Aye yall calm down before yall say something yall regret"Baby said pushing us away from each other

"You blame me for everything to hide from your own shame I'll accept that once you accept your wrongs"I said walking in the house grabbing my plate from Jayda

"Thank you I'll catch yall later"I said giving her a side hug

"Okay drive safe"She said

I walked out as Ari walked in I just gave her nod