Chapter 5!
Jakes P.O.V .
I just lost control. I Physically and mentally lost it. I Had to leave. I just couldn’t be near her. How could i not be near the person i loved most? I Walked into the lounge where Edward was talking with Alice. I Tried to mask my pain, i don’t think it worked.
“Edward.” I Whispered. I Couldnt speak. Id have to tell him through my thoughts. I Replayed what happened. He Didnt like it ofcourse, but he helped me. This would happen. For her, it would be different, but this was it for me. If i was attracted in ANY Way, id react. I’d have to test my self control. Edward said he’d help me no matter what, that He saw what Ness Ment and that he’d work on the whole fighting problem. I Genuinly smiled and thanked him. I went to leave and a question popped into my head.
“Edward, What... What if i can’t control Myself?” Edwards expression changed, but still stayed understanding.”I wont do nothing. As long as ness doesn’t mind.”
“I’d never hurt her.” I Said and left.
I Went back to Renesmee’s Room.
“Jacob!” She threw the laptop down and ran to me. I Grinned. Uh-oh. I Was about to do that thing. I Coughed to cover it up and smiled again. For No reason she kept scrunching her face up. It was so cute. If she didn’t get what she wanted she’d scrunch her nose up. It was adorable. But this was different, like she heard something but wasn’t completly sure.
“You ok?” She whispered.
“Yea, S’okay babe.” I Smiled. I Had to cough again.
“Can You hear that buzzing?” She muttered.
“No.” Oh god. It was happening to her too. Crap, Crap, Crap!
“Ness, When did this buzzing start?”
“Before you went down stairs, but... when you went away, so did it...?” Her reply was more of a question.
‘EDWARD!’ i was mentally screaming. ‘CRAP EDWARD! ITS HAPPENING TO HER! EDWARD!’ He was there in no time.
“Nessie, go talk to aunt Alice.”
“Kay.” She went to take my hand, but Edward shook his head.
“Ness, Alone please.” He smiled.
She nodded and obediently went. I Slid down the wall and hit the ground with a thud.
“Crap Edward!”
“What did you say to her?”
“She asked me, if i heard Buzzing. I Didnt, Edward, Nothing was there. I Asked her when the buzzing started, she clearly stated it started when mine did, and went away when i left but started when I Came back.”
“We’ve been researching it. Nothings came up.” He sighed. “EDWARD, JACOB, COME HERE!” Emmitt boomed. Emmitt was a cool guy. He didn’t mind me too much, We had fun play fighting. You could almost say we were friends. We entered Emmitt and Rosalies room.
“’Sup?” I Asked.
“I Found something.”
I Looked at the computer screen and read through the paragraphs.
... Super wolves... Change... Powers... Mating...
I Read it but didn’t understand.
“You, You handed Alpha away. You have some serious kick ass powers. Theres this Super wolf thing. When You left the pack you changed didn’t you? You Grew? That was only part of it. Jake, this is some Wacky stuff. Ness is your ‘mate’, its pretty much imprinting but...” Edward stopped and re-read it. “ Its waaaaaaay deeper.’’ His face turned hard. “That Reaction wont leave till it gets intimate, cause then, your bonded forever. This overrules The imprinting, if Anyone were to change her ideas...”
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Reneesmees Story - A Lasting Love
FanfictionWhat is better, falling in love or just having love handed to you? It's inevitable that this is who you will be with? Renesmee 'Nessie' Cullen never had the hope of falling in love, because as soon as she was born, she was imprinted on. Her life has...