Reneesmees Story - A Lasting Love

Lets just start over.

Jacobs Point of view

Alex walked towards me. I Calculated how many steps he'd have to take before i could punch him and probably break his nose. When he came up to me he just said "i dont deserve her, but you do, dont hurt her." and walked off. when he left she went to go after him. I Saw how she was worried about him. I knew if she went after him, she'd only make it harder for both of them. I Stopped her and she gave me a look that made my heart melt. I Missed her so much, it was unreal. Right now, i understood what edward told me years ago. Loosing the one person you love - you'd never wish it on anyone, not even someone you hate. I could guess the pain he was going through, and it was horrible. It was like she almost understood instantly and stopped and fell into my arms. This is how it should be. A Complete feeling of ecstasy hit me and i felt perfect. Renesmee in my arms, was like everything i could wish for. She looked up at me with those big brown sad eyes and my heart did a little summersault. Since when did i become so girly? "Hey Hon." I Whispered. "Hi Jakey" "Lets go home." Edward sighed. I Looked up at them and smiled awkwardly. "Sorry?" "Dont worry, Ness already laid the guilt trip on us, we feel horrible for hating you and yadadada. Now lets go." Rose growled. Rose jumped into her convertible with Em, Alice and Jasper, Edward and Bella were in Bella's car and me And Ness were in the volvo. I loved the volvo if im honest, it was a cool enough wee car. As soon as we were in the cars the others left but Ness didnt start driving. "Whats wrong Renesmee?" the frown on her face grew bigger. "This is going to ruin everything, its all going to be different, the way we act with eachother." "How?" "You just called me Renesmee." Damn. "Then we start over? Okay, we can just start over... Yeah, lets just start over." She nodded but didnt start driving yet. "What did alex say?" I Wasnt prepared to answer that. "He Uh..Well He.. Uh..." "Jake Please....." I Sighed, she knew what she could do to me. Or did she? Ugh! I Ran my hand through my hair. "Fine.. He told me he didnt deserve you but i did and that i needed to look after you." I MUttered under my breath. I Know she heard it, the way her small, delicate face changed into pain and horror. She nodded slowly as if trying to convince herself it was the right thing too do. She started driving, at quite a slow pace. After a while her speed increased and without realising it, she took one hand of the wheel and put it in mine. I Couldn't stop smiling, i was the happiest guy alive, i must be, no one should feel this happy for no reason. "So, how have you been?" She asked. "Like before i made you forget n'all..." She asked cautiously, as if she'd offend me. "Ugh, it was horrible. I'd got so used to being human. You?" I Asked. She smirked and peeked at me side-ways. "Oh fine, you mustn't have been getting a very good view of me from behind that tall oak tree beside my bedroom, yes Jacob i know you were there, watching me, always making sure i was safe." I Cringed at the fact she knew this. "Me? No, Never." I Tried but failed at covering up my embarresment. She laughed again, but like the old times, i didn't give a damn that she was laughing at me. I Playfully pouted and really, that made her laugh harder. "Oh, wasn't it? Must've been some other, dashingly handsome wolf." She said sighing dreamily. Damn, she knew how to push my buttons.My Inner wolf went mental at the mere idea of anyone else near her. Being away from Ness, a lot changed. My Wolfs took over so much more, he controls me more. Im more into this wolf crap and the worst part? Im alpha. It makes everything so much harder. I Hadn't ment to growl, but my wolf forced me too. "Sorry." She whispered. "For what? You just need to go get your eyes checked hun, no one can nearly be as sexy as me." I Tried to joke. She saw what i was doing and went along. "Sure. and pigs fly jake,pigs fly." Starting over wasnt going to be easy, not like i'd planned.