How You Love To Hate me

CHAPTER 31

'Kiss me.'

His voice is low and I can feel his breath on me, as he moves closer.

"I-I.. don't think we can-"

"Who said we can't?"

"Jungkook.." My voice trails off and I don't have anything to say because I know secretly I want this. I want this so bad.

He tilts his head forward one hand sliding around my neck and I feel myself freeze. I half expect him to move away laughing as if it was a joke. But he doesn't.

"Don't know, just guessed and I was right, also I wouldn't understand why anyone would be so physically attracted to someone like you that they'd want to kiss you, or even go that far."

I think about what he said a week ago and I feel a smile appear on my face.

That's before I feel his lips on mine.

Jungkook kissing me.

I'm instantly reminded of a few months ago when we kissed at the party, and this time I can fully remember it, the feel, the taste.

I feel myself instantly respond as my hands wrap around his neck pulling him closer.

He's started something in me I didn't even know that I had.

His hands slide down my body stopping at my waist as the kiss goes deeper. It feels so good.

I lose control of all sense for the next two minutes. I forget where I am, why I'm here. And I can only focus on one thing and one thing only.

Jungkook.

***

He pulls away from the kiss slowly and for a while the only sound is our heavy breathing in the silence. I swear he can hear how fast my heart is beating. His hand moves towards my face where he caresses my cheek, a small smile on his face.

Fuck.

I might just have a heart attack.

His hair is messy, still slightly wet from the shower and his lips are red and swollen. God, he's so hot.

He stares at me, at every little detail on my face, his eyes lingering on my lips as if he wants to memorize how I look in this moment.

"Lisa, you're so beautiful." He whispers and I feel my heart jump a little. He doesn't smirk but instead stares at me as he means it. And for a second I actually believe it.

He smiles again, repeating it, "God you're so beautiful." As if he likes the way the words felt on his lips.

"Lisa I need to say something." He suddenly moves away  a little as if he's getting ready to speak. He suddenly avoids eye contact with me and this is the first time I've seen him become... shy. He's a totally different boy that I just saw ten seconds ago.

"I- Lisa...I-" He stops and it's clear he's finding it hard to find the right words. "I-" This is the first time I've seen him stutter.

"Fuck." He whispers almost angrily to himself. "Lisa I-" This time he doesn't stutter, instead he's cut off.

By Yongsun.

"Hey JK, have you seen Lisa? She's not downstairs and its getting late aren't you going to tell your friends to go home-?" Her eyes scan the room before she stops at the both of us.

"What the fu-" Jungkook doesn't move away from me, instead he stays exactly where he is, if anything he moves closer. "What the fuck is happening?" Her voice is scarily quiet, but she's not directing it at me, more to Jungkook.