Careless

Chapter Thirty (final chapter)

I can't believe this is it. I know the ending will make you guys ask for a sequel so I'm just gonna wait patiently and see what you guys think I should do.

But just to be quick, I'm gonna skip to the point and thank you guys for all the support you've giving me through likes, comments and reads and I'm so happy to have readers like you bunch!

Thank you.

Sincerely, Maya

Feeling my lips go numb, I find it hard to speak so I just stare at him with confusion and pain. His eyes are set on me and only me as he slows down, stopping in front of the escalator, waiting for my arrival as I stand there so speechless, my mind gone totally blank.

His eyes follow my figure as I'm taken closer and closer towards him, my heart beating aggressively out of my chest with a hint of fear and terror mixed in my emotion.

Observing his tall figure, his hair is messy, his shirt untucked. He looks like an absolute mess. His eyes are abnormally red and his eye bags show the lack of sleep he has had. Could it be possible that he had been feeling terrible like me?

Being pushed off the escalator by the people standing impatiently behind me, I'm forced to start walking again and I suddenly feel weak, finding it hard to walk once I'm face to face with Harry.

Right now, the entire airport is filled with people but I could care less about a single one of them.

Lifting one shaky hand up to his face, I brush my fingers against his cheek, feeling his real presence. His hand grasp mine, holding it firmly on his cheek. I cant believe he is here with me, right now. Looking up at his blood shot eyes, I see tears filled and they soon spill out, flooding his dry cheeks. Feeling my own eyes fill with confused tears, I burst out crying as we both stand beside the escalator, quiet.

"Ar-Ariana"
Harry is the first to speak and struggles through the tears and my heart melt, my whole body on fire. Is he really here? With me? Why?

"What are you do-doing here?"
I manage to exhale, looking around as I wipe away another new tear, chocking on my own breath as Harry takes a step closer to me, the temperature of his body warming mine.

"I remembered your plan"
He lets out a pitiful half smile through the tears and continues to struggle to talk but I don't care. All I care about is that he is here with me. And he remembered all of this for me. Did he care about me?

"I have to tell you everything I've been going through.. All the emotions I've been having.. Everything I've been keeping inside of me for so long. But today is the day you're gonna know everything you truly deserve to know"
He slowly speaks, me feelings his warm breath against my skin. I keep quiet, still in shock as I listen. I can tell he has a lot to tell because he doesn't seem to control his emotions but neither can I.

"Ariana, I've been having feeling for you that I've never felt before for anyone.. I've been running away from those emotions because I've been too scared to make a mistake but now.. Now I know I've been making the biggest mistake by running away from those emotions.. And from you. The night when you told me how you felt about me, a big part of me wanted to tell you how I felt about you but I was afraid of falling for you. I was wrong and it doesn't matter if you're going to believe me or not but, Ariana.. I've been a mess for the past weeks and you don't know how many times I've dialed your number to call you but ended up switching off my phone. Those girls you saw me with were all to forget about you and I'm so fucking stupid for thinking that I was making the right choice because Ariana, baby.. you are the right one for me. Not a single one of those girls can ever replace you. I'm really sorry for all I've done to you. I really love you Ariana Drake"
He grabs both my hands, looking down at our hands together as his crying comes to an end as I stand there speechless, my tongue tied and my whole body numb, tears unconditionally rolling down my cheeks.

Harry reaches out, his soft fingers brushing against my wet cheeks, wiping away the tear streams. I can't believe this is happening right now. Although until now I wished so badly to see him again, I regret it now.

Right then, Harry grabs my face gently and pulls me into a short but passionate kiss that I've been wanting so badly to receive, soon his lips parting slowly. Harry proceeds to enter my mouth by asking for entrance with his tongue but I quickly pull away, feeling tears building up once again.

"Harry.. I love you too.. So much.."
I smile a soft smile and Harry let's out a breath with relief and smiles at me, his face relaxed and calm but soon, my lips turns into a thin line once I continue. I fight the urge of running away from him but try it terribly hard to fight it off. It's hard to breathe and I can tell Harry looks confused and won't see it coming.

.."but I have to tell you something really really important"
I clench my jaw, feeling my whole body start to shiver, my tongue going numb, making it hard to speak. Cracking my knuckles, I bite my bottom lip as more tears roll down my cheeks.

"What is it, love?"
Harry says with concern, his facial expression changing completely as he steps closer to me. I take a deep breath before opening my mouth to speak, my whole body shaking with fear.

"Harry.."
I exhale, feeling tears roll down my cheek and I immediately look down to the floor, Harry's fingers lifting my chin up soon after as his concerned eyes stare into mine. I don't like the feeling of having to stare into my love's eyes and tell him what I'm about to say.

"I'm pregnant.."
I manage to blurt out, Harry looking so stunned that he goes as pale as a ghost and my heart drops, my whole body on fire once again but I decide to continue.

"It's Scott's"
I cry and stop breathing, feeling more tears roll down my cheek and then the look I see on Harry's face is complete pain and depression.