Careless

Chapter Twenty Five

Chapter twenty five- careless

"Morning beautiful"
I wake up to a familiar husky voice, rubbing my eyes before exposing them to light beaming through my window. Looking towards my right, I see Scott smiling with a shirtless body and hair messy.

I don't really know if I should feel happy cause he is here or happy because someone is, but I flash a smile anyways.

"Morning"
I sigh out, suffocating myself with a pillow to the face to go to sleep again but it is snatched away from me almost immediately and I groan.

"The first night we sleep together and you wanna sleep"
Scott laughs, leaning down to peck my cheek and I giggle.

"Not the first time though"
I throw a comeback, smirking as I pull myself out of bed, being followed to the bathroom by him.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I see a messy haired, puffy eyed girl and I sigh, grabbing my toothbrush. Squeezing out some toothpaste onto my toothbrush, I feel hands snake around my waist and Scott's face pops up on my shoulder, resting his chin on it as I brush my teeth.

This feels ordinary and casual but with Harry.. It was just a whole other story.

-flashback starts-

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom"
I simply say, pushing Harry away before he attempted to pull my shirt up. Hearing him groan in annoyance and disappointment, I smirk walking towards my bathroom, shutting the door as I walk in.

I finish my business and go to wash my hands, turning the tap to start the running water. Wetting my hands and sliding a soap between them, I begin washing my hands.

Suddenly, the bathroom door opens and I jump only to see Harry without any clothes, smirking as he stands against the frame of the door and I laugh.

"Get outta here"
I laugh, washing off the soap and close the tap, and raise my hand to grab a towel but Harry grabs me by the wrist and pulls me towards him.

Splashing some of water on my fingertips on him, I fight him off but he's too strong and I find myself suffer.

"Stop it.. Why are you killing the mood?"
Harry frustratedly asks, sighing and let's go, me finally getting a hold of a towel and dry off the water.

"Will this make things for exciting?"
I say and without letting him reply, I grab his face, connecting lips and wrap my legs around his waist, his hands supporting my ass firmly. This is where I feel his smirk in between our kisses.

-flashback ends-

"Baby?"
Scott confusingly says, shaking me from side to side and I come back to earth.

"Yeah?"
I clear my voice and continue brushing my teeth as Scott flashes me a relieved smile.

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-1 week later-

Tomorrow is our graduation day and I've nothing but mixed feelings. Knowing that prom was probably the last time I had the chance to see and talk to Harry is sad but it is what it is. He didn't have the same feelings I had.

"Should we wear matching outfits for tomorrow?"
Scott asks as he goes through his closet, from rack to rack searching for an outfit for tomorrow.

"If you'd like to.. Sure"
I sigh, going through my phone texts with Harry and I can't lie.. I feel depressed as fuck.

"Got something white?"
Scott asks, grabbing my attention and I look at him. Nodding my head with a smile plastered on my face, I observe the white long sleeved shirt he had in his hand.

"It looks good"
I give my opinion and receive a smile and go back to my phone screen, reading every single texts even if it's boring and meaningless.

Tomorrow I'm probably going to see a lot of people but he is one person I'm hoping not to see.. Who'd wanna see a guy who friends with benefits zoned them? That makes absolutely no sense but I'm pretty fucking sure you get what I mean.

"Babe.. What go out to watch a game with my boys?"
Scott asks excitedly and I giggle, shaking my head.

"You know me.. I don't like sports"
I remind him and stick my tongue out. I'm so terribly tired and just exhausted from doing this. I don't know what got into my yesterday. I was depressed and lonely and got caught in someone's web. Great. Just freaking great.

"Alright.. Will you be okay by yourself?"
He says concerned as he grabs a shirt and pants out of his closet, fitting his feet into the shoes in front of him and I nod with a smile and mouth a 'yes'.

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It's been less than twenty minutes alone in Scott's dorm and I already feel bored and just not at home so I decide to get up and go back to my room.

Slamming the door behind me carelessly, I check the time on my phone and sigh, walking down the empty hall.

"We need to go inside your dorm before we get out of control!"
A girl whisper yells and I immediately know who she's talking to. Don't ask me why I know this.. Because since about a week ago, I've seen Harry flirting with girls and going into dorms with them.

Stopping in my track, I hide behind the nearest wall and wait to hear more. Laughter.. A lot of it.

He is laughing right now.. Having one of his usual hook ups with a stupid girl and I can't feel more crushed. Feeling my heart beat fasten and my eyes full of tears, I cover my mouth.

"Shhh.. Come on"
I hear Harry whisper as both their feet run around, on the path to his dorm room and I poke my head out. From the look on their faces, I can tell Harry is drunk and so is she and I fight the urge to go out their and slap them both.

Feeling a tear roll down my cheek, I stay quiet as I watch them tip toe to his room and slap the door behind them. Once they are in and I'm safe, I let out the breathe I didn't know I was holding and let my tears flood my eyes and steam down my cheeks repeatedly, running to my dorm room.