Careless

Chapter Twenty Six

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So so so sorry that I didn't update for a whole week. I had to go away for a while for camp and I didn't have internet at all so I couldn't update.

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"I'm ready, Scott"
I sigh, looking at myself in the mirror, brushing my fingers through my clean silky hair.

I'm wearing a simple white above the knee dress with white high heels, light make up but red lip stick to match our red ropes and my hair is straight and smooth.

Looking at Scott come to me through the reflecting in the mirror, I smile spinning on my heels.

"You look hot"
Scott laughs, his hands in his black pants' pockets, with his little black tie and white shirt and his hair jelled up in the front like Harry's. He looks smart and innocent.

"So do you"
I compliment him and giggle, grabbing my phone and purse and lock arms with him, making our way to the door.

Tomorrow is the last time I'll be here in my dorm room. Tomorrow is the day I pack my suitcase and drag myself out of here and leave all of the memories with Harry here. Trust me, I have so many memories with other people but the ones with Harry are bold and big in my mind.

"We're getting too old"
Scott chuckles dryly once I lock the door, feeling butterflies in my stomach but I let out a fake laugh. I feel absolutely depressed. I need Harry. With me. Right now.

Not even once did he glance at me.. Not even once. As if I'm invisible and gone. It's too much to process. After knowing each other so deeply, this is now it turns out in the end.

"Let's go"
I sigh, putting on a smile on my face as Scott nods his head and we walk down the hall hand in hand to the elevator.

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"Babe, do you want a drink?"
Scott asks politely, a grin stretched from ear to ear and I nod my head with a soft smile on my face as I sit down on one of the chairs arranged in several rows for all the students graduating.

"Yes please"
I look up at the tall figure and he smiles back, making his way to the table filled with beverages and food.

Inhaling the fresh air, I look around anxiously to see any sight of Harry. Is he even gonna show up? Does he care about his future? This are the questions I never bothered to ask him because I expected to see him by my side today.

People pass by.. Strangers and friends and I sigh, knowing that I'm probably the only unhappy person here right now because everyone seems to be happy judging my the huge smiles on their faces.

My heart drops once I caught the sight of Harry in a casual white shirt, as if he just woke up with his hair quite messy but he tries to fix it by brushing his fingers through it, his hand placed firmly on some girl's waist. His red gown is loosely hanging on his shoulders.

Feeling it sink in, I look away once I feel tears form in my eyes, making them glossy and blurry and I hold my breathe.

"Oh my god"
I mumble under my breath to myself and look up once again to see him but he is gone. Where he was is now filled with laughing girls and I manage to see him walking away from the crowded girls, looking intense and moved.

Frowning, I watch as he goes to the table with the drinks, chugging down a cup of orange juice. His favorite.

"Did you see anyone we know?"
Someone asks quite loudly to grab my attention and I turn my face to see Scott with two cups in his hand, waiting for a response.

"Uh no.. No I didn't"
I shake my head, smiling as he sits next to me, handing me the cup and I see apple juice. Ew. Although feelings the urge to throw away the drink, I gulp it down, feeling disgusted. Does Scott even remember anything about me?

"It's gonna start any second"
Scott exhales, taking a sip from the drink as we both look at the empty stage in front of us. We are in the second row so we're close enough to see everything happening.

Once our principle walks onto the stage, everyone make they way to the chairs and soon, all the chairs are filled and I'm unable to find Harry.

Scott raises his hand and places it around my shoulder and I give him a little smile, before looking to the stage where our principle is ready to talk.

The crowd goes silent once our principle starts to speak into the microphone placed in front of him.

"Good morning ladies and gentlemen"
He politely welcomes us, everyone's focus on him but my focus is on someone else, Harry. I turn and look at Scott's amused face as he listens to the speech the principle has to give and I slowly observe the row in front of me. No sight of him. Turning my head around, my eyes search for Harry and when I do, my heart drops.

He is sitting quite carelessly, his body posture poor and bad and I sigh. Everything gets even worse when he looks up from the ground and his eyes meet mine. My heart drops once more and I immediately turn around, not being able to bare what would happen next.

Taking long deep breathes, I try to calm down. I can't understand what he's thinking of or how he's feelings but what I did pick up from that sudden connection was that he seemed to know I was staring at him.

"You okay?"
Scott grabs my attention, his eyebrows meeting and his eyes fixed on me and I nod my head, finding it terribly hard to breathe.

"Yeah"
I manage to mumble and immediately look towards the principle to end the conversation. I feel like Scott knows I'm lying but I really can't deal with him now.

"The graduation certificate ceremony will begin soon.. So enjoy the remaining time as a student"
He laughs into the microphone and the crowd starts laughing along with him as he walks off stage.