Ebony's point of view
Im waiting for my name to be called I'm in the hospital. Chloe, Eth and Gray all wanted to come with me today but I told them to stay at the flat they have lots of work to do and this is something I want to do on my own. Well that's what I think anyway.
" miss Jacobs" I hear a voice say I see nursing standing there. I follow her into a room and she tells me to take a seat.
" are you here alone?" the nurse asks
"Yeah" I say with a smile.
Thankfully I didn't get another look of pity.
"Have you got any questions?" The nurse asks I shake my head. I know I'm gonna be hooked up for a good 4 hours.
"Ok we can get started. So the IV is going to go in to the vein here on your chest" the nurse says point to the place on her chest. I nod.
"You will have to zip down your hoodie" she says with a small smile. I do as I'm told and I'm wearing a black bralette underneath. I wore the right clothes. I also have a bag full of stuff to do I have headphones a blanket In case I am cold.
The nurse goes and sets up the iv and brings it over putting the bag of chemo on the top.
" okay I'm just gonna disinfect the area" the nurse says she takes a pair of gloves and puts them on and takes a wipe and wipes the area. Just below my left collarbone.
"Ok darling this is going to pinch just a little" the nurse says I give her a smile and a nod to go ahead. I grab the arm of the chair and hold it tight. I take a shake breath as the nurse positions the needle.
" 1..2..3 sharp scratch" she says I squeeze my eyes shut my hand gripping the chair.
" all done" the nurse says giving me a small smile.
"Thanks" I say with a small smile. I zip my jumper up a little bit.
"Okay that's the chemo going in now. Make yourself comfy. There is a toilet in there. You can move about just take that with you. And if you need anything press this bell. Help yourself to coffee tea and there is a tv over there to." The nurse says I thank her as she leaves the room. She is lovely. The sound of the iv machine is all that is heard. I can sort of feel it going into me but it's not distracting.
I walk over to the sofa with my bag and i sit down. I take out my phone and look at all the messages from brad, lucee kirstie the boys. There is so many. There is messages. Missed calls voicemails. Guilt fills my body.
I hear the door open. Probably just the nurse.
" did you really think I would ever let you go through something like this on your own" Tears form in my eyes immediately as soon as I hear his voice.
