Ebony's point of view
" Ebony it's Brad on the phone" I hear Chloe says as she comes into the room. I'm just lying in bed. I shake my head and mouth no.
"Hey Brad she is asleep" Chloe says
"Im sure she will call you later" Chloe adds with a frown.
"Bye" she says hanging up and placing the phone on the table.
"You have to tell him" Chloe says
"Don't you think I know that" I snap but regret it instantly.
"He doesn't need this. He needs to have someone that can give him a family that can be his wife. Im not going to be able to give him that so he deserves to be happy I need to let him go" I say tears forming in my eyes. Chloe looks at me with teary eyes.
" you listen to me. Your going to get through this. This treatment is going to work. You and Brad are going to get married, your going to have kids. Your both going to be happy together. He would want to be there for you right now" Chloe says a tear rolling down her eye.
" hey ebs lucee is on the phone" Ethan says Chloe and me turn and I shake my head. Chloe frowns at me. Knowing I have been doing the same thing to everyone the past 5 days.
"Ok ok bye bye" I hear Ethan say.
"Ebony lucee is your best friend you have to talk to her. Kirstie was phoning as well you have to talk to them" Ethan says
"Why don't you?" Chloe asks as Ethan sits down on the bed beside me.
Tears forming in my eye.
"If I'm going to die. It's better that I limit the casualties. It's better if they all just forget or hate me" I say tears rolling down my eyes.
"If it's just you two." I say but I'm interrupted.
" don't you dare" I hear a voice say.
"Grayson how long you staying" I say with a smile bringing him into a hug. I feel like this is the first time I have smiled in the last 5 days. I have chemo tomorrow as well which I am really nervous about.
" for a while but Eb you can't limit the casualties. You have us. Brad, the boys Lucee Kirstie the Simpsons. If you don't tell them it's gonna break there hearts" Grayson says sitting down on the bed as well.
"It's gonna break there hearts either way. You gonna let them suffer in silence not knowing what they have done or tell them what's actually going on" Ethan says all three pairs of eyes on me.
" I don't know" I whisper I begin to fiddle with my fingers.
"Listen think about it okay" Chloe says with a small smile I nod.
" I'm gonna go to sleep. I have to be at the hospital all day tomorrow" I say they all nod.
"You sure you don't want any of us to come ?" Ethan asks I nod.
"I will be fine. I will take my headphones I will watch a movie. You guys have work to do" I say with a nervous smile.
"Ok sleep well okay we love you" Ethan says brining us all into a group hug.
"We love you" Chloe and Grayson say in sync.
"I love you guys" I whisper
I'm thankful I have these three. I wish I could just tell Brad and the rest but I think it would be better if they didn't know.
