Brad's point of view
I wake up with the worst headache I have ever had in my life. Why did I drink so much? How did I even get home? The bad taste in my breath still there. I must have been sick. I sit up but I feel something intertwined with my hand. I open my eyes and I notice Ebony sleeping her hand intertwined in mine. I look around and notice tablets and a bottle of water on the table. I take my hand from Ebony's and I l reach for the tablets and a drink of water. I feel like death. But I also feel guilty. I have ruined ebony's night.
"Hey" I hear her voice say.
"Hey" I say nervously what if she is annoyed at me.
"How you feeling?" She asks I turn to look at her and she has they worried look on her face.
"I feel rough" I say making us both chuckle.
"I'm sorry I ruined your night" I say looking down at my hands.
"B you never ruined my night don't think like that okay" Ebony says giving me a reassuring smile. I love when she calls me that.
"Ok" I say
Awkward silence comes over us again. I want to tell her everything I want to tell her how I'm feeling deep down. But I can't I don't know how. She doesn't need anymore stress. I don't need to put anymore stress on her.
"Hey B I better go" Ebony says standing up.
"Do you want me to make you some food?" I ask her she shakes her head.
"I'm fine you rest. Um I will see you soon yeah" Ebony says I nod my head. Although I know we said soon the last time yes we have seen each other but not properly spoken in a whole year.
" listen can I ask you something" I ask as she puts on her shoes.
"Of course you can anything" she says stopping in her tracks and sitting down again.
"Um we are doing a music video and I need a girl to be in it. But i don't want to really do it with just anyone. Can you please be the girl In our music video" I beg she looks up at me.
"Brad I don't think that's a good idea" she says. As those words leave her mouth my heart sinks. I don't want to pretend for a music video I'm dating any other girl. Because the only girl I want is Ebony. It never worked between us. It was nobodies fault why we broke up. The stress of Ebs and uni, there was a lot of hate on her. me on tour it just didn't work and we were fighting more than anything. I would do anything to be happy again to be Happy with her.
"Please" I say
"Ok I will do it but Brad it doesn't mean anything.." Ebs says looking down at her hands.
"I missed you" I whisper
"I missed you too but we need to move on" Ebony whispers with a small sad smile.
"Thanks for last night" I say bringing her into a hug.
"I will always be here for you" she whispers into my shoulder.
"I wills always be there for you too" I reply.
"Brad I need to go" she says looking down at her phone. I nod I let her go. She turns and gives me a wave and she heads home. As the door slams shut I reach for something and throw it onto the floor until it smashes.
I stand up and head over to the piano and begin playing some chords.
" I should be happy whatever that means" I sing the new song I have been working on tears forming in my eyes. This song sums up how I'm feeling.
I don't think I can handle anymore of this life this is how I lost the one girl that made me happy.
I need a break I need to work on me.
