Brad's point of view
I arrive back at the hospital after going to the flat for a shower. I have been sleeping next to her bed the past week. Holding her hand. She's not well. She's lost weight there is nothing of her. She is hardly eating or drinking. What life is this for someone. This week the pain has got really bad in ebony's head excruciating. I try to hold her, to console her but nothing is taking her pain away.
I head into the room to see Ebony clutching her bare head with her hands. Tears rolling down her eyes. Her eyes land on me.
"Brad" she cries I rush over and bring her hand in mine. She holds onto it tightly.
"Your gonna be okay" i whispers tears rolling down my eyes.
"It hurts it hurst so so much" she cries twisting and turning on the bed.
"I know ebs" I whisper pulling her into my arms as I lie down beside her. Kissing her head trying to make the pain go away. Trying to console her. This is breaking my heart.
I feel Ebony relax slightly in my arms.
"I can't do this anymore" she says
"Yes you can" I say tears forming in my eyes.
"Your so strong your going to get through this i know you will" I say my voice breaking slightly as I'm holding her in my arms but I feel her begin to shake her head.
" I just want to die" she cries tears roll down my eyes.
"Just let me die" she cries I cuddle her placing kisses over her head. To try calm her down. I bring my hand to my face to wipe my tears away.
I don't want you to die. I think to myself.
"Brad" I hear her little voice say. Her breathing still heavy.
"Yeah" I whisper my eyes still full of tears.
"Promise me something" she whispers her voice emotionless
"Anything" I whisper kissing her head. Her head in the crook of my neck. Her arm dropped over my chest.
"Promise me. When I'm I'm not here. You will find someone else. You will get married and have kids" she whispers my heart breaks into a million pieces again. I shake my head a tear rolling down my eye.
"I don't want anyone but you" I say my voice breaking but I am cut off.
"Promise" she says sternly
"I promise" I whisper
Few hours later
Ebony just had a seizure. Everyone is here now. Everyone has been in to say there goodbyes. The boys bring me into a hug and Kirstie before I head to her room. For what feels like it's gonna be the last time.
I open the door seeing her lifeless body looking over at me no energy nothing. I look over at Chloe as she cries in Ethan's arms. And Lucee holding one of her hands. The rest are all at the door.
"Talk to her" lucee says giving me a sad smile.
I sit down and lean over and place a kiss on her forehead closing my eyes. I take her weak hand in mine.
" I love you so much" I whisper tears rolling down my eyes.
"B b Brad I love you" she whispers barley getting her words out. I grab a hold of her hand tightly as Chloe is now holding her other hand.
"Shh" I whisper
"Don't speak it's okay" I whisper placing my lips on hers. Tears rolling down my eyes. I'm loosing her.
"Your so beautiful" I whisper into her ear kissing her cheek right after.
"Always the most beautiful girl in this planet" I say my tears dripping onto her cheek.
I begin to sob holding her close to me.
"I have never loved anyone as much as I love you" I cry I feel her grip tighten on my hand.
"I'm never ever gonna find someone like you. Love someone as much as you" i cry the whole room was full of sobs. I look to see my parents and the boys and Kirstie all now in the room.
I place my lips on hers. For what feels like one last time.
" f" she whispers
"Yeah" I bring her into a hug. Her eyes just staring at me lifeless.
"Forever and always" she managed to get out. Giving me a small smile. I smiled at her as I continued to cry.
"Forever and always" I cry holding her close kissing her head. I notice her eyes close.
"Ebony" lucee cries taking her hand in hers
Her body went completely limp in my arms as the heart monitor went flat. The whole room fills with sobs.
"No I can't loose her" Chloe cries
"She's my best friend" Lucee cries into Connors chest as tears fall from his eyes. Kirstie cries into James. Everyone is crying.
"No no no" I start shaking her In my arms. Her body lying there lifeless.
"You can't go" I cry
I stand up but my mum brings me into a hug as my legs buckle from underneath me as I fall to the ground in my mums arms my sobs getting louder. I look over my mums shoulder and see. Chloe holding Ebony in her arms. Nat holding one of her hands in hers. How can she just be gone.
Her smile, her laugh. I'm never gonna see or hear again. I'm not gonna be able to live without her.
She was my world and now she is gone.
