Finally finding the One..

Part 3: ward rounds

Mina Pov:

Unnie needs to see a patient with her girlfriend doc jongyeon unnie,and so she left me with chaeyong to do the rest of the rounds,gosh!!! Im so nervous!!! How on earth will I do my work with her? im nervous af!!!🙃 her presence starts to makes ny heart beat like a drum roll waiting to explode! Oh no,I have to control my feelings..Mina please concentrate!!! As i pray to the Lord to give me strength to do this right..
What am I feeling?? Is this love? But what if I'm not ready yet..im scared..all of a sudden a flash of memory came back to me and all the emotions ive felt for her.." sana" came back..

5 years ago(flashback)

I am at my fourth year of my pre med when I was first heartbroken by my first love..SANA is her name,she and I use to date since first year of college,I met her one morning ,we were both new at the university and instantly we got along so well.Everyday we have the same class and sana and I shared most of everything,same values,same attitude..the perfect duo or pair that you can call,we resembles it!
During our second year,Sana developed feelings for me which she didn't hide and proudly confess to me..ready to be rejected by me in case and be heartbroken for the rest of forever.." minari..you and i have been friends since last year,and eversince i laid my eyes on you,I knew your special to me,i tried so hard minari not to fall for you..but my heart won't say so to stop,instead it beats so hard to fall for you..im ready to be rejected and heartbroken but I love you minari🥺🥺🥺" sana confesses to me as we were in the rooftop doing our assignments,I was shocked by her confession but at the same time,I wasnt surprised as there were already signals of her loving me in a different way..and at the same time,I knew for a fact that I feel I love sana too the way she love me,maybe im just too scared to admit it first and confess to her..
The confession sent too much butterflies on my stomach,sent to much beats from my heart and most specially,sent so much happiness to my life as finally! The feelings was mutual😍
With that being said,I kissed SANA on her lips,which she was surprised at first but was able to respond to me immediately.It was the first kiss we shared full of love,as her warm soft mint lips touches mine,I knew..I love her with all my heart..we broke the kiss,panting for air,looked with each other's eyes with tears on our eyes as she said to me.."minari,is that a yes? Is that a yes that you love me too??🥰😍"
"Yes sana!! It's a yes! And i love you too with all my heart! Thank you for loving me sana-ssi"
And that's how we ended up as lovers,who love each other so much,a perfect couple you would imagine..a couple that will break any bounderies that will never break,a relationship full of respect for each other as i thought.. and a relationship I thought would last for a lifetime...but I was wrong..completely wrong..
Our relationship was going strong until it reach our four years of being together that Sana started to slowly drifted away from me..from our relationship specifically..at first she will tell she is super busy as she was catching up with her grades as she was also taking up medicine as mine,and of course being the good girlfriend i can be,i did try to understand her and instead spend each time available to be with her,..without me knowing that I was already loosing her..my sana..my greatest love..

One day,i called Sana to see me as I was absent from school for Im running a fever and I needed my girlfriend to be with me..but she is not answering her phone? I wonder why.."the telephone number you have dialled is unattended" " hmmm..sana's phone is always on,how come its off"..ive just sent her a message to tell her to see me if she is free or ask Nayeon unnie to call her for me as my eyes is aching as well as my head.Nayeon unnie by the way knows us as she is friends for both of us and have supported us from the beginning.
"Nayeon unnie,😔 im sick..can you call sana for me she is not picking up her phone,I need her..im running a fever unnie and i feel terribly sick please komowo unnie.."
"Minari!!! Are you okay??? Okay im gonna call her,jinja! When did it start that you are sick??? Just take a rest and i will call her for you" nayeon unnie said with worries on her voice..

I plumped down on my bed as my eyes are tearing ang my head terribly hurts,I feel warmth all over my body will explode in any minute and at the same time I feel cold..cold because Im alone and the supposed girlfriend I have cannot be reach,i feel that the ache i feel doubled with her absence,.where is my sana when i needed her the most??..i just closed my eyes and i feel sleep is overtaking me already and I just give in..
After of how many hours of I cannot remember,I woke up feeling a wet towel placed at my forehead,the headache is a little bit gone but i still feel dizzy..i still feel warm but relieved with the cold towel at my forehead,as I open my eyes and search my surrounding,I saw My favorite unnie sitting on the couch beside me,beside her is my table with bucket of ice,unnie was sleeping soundly and she is at the couch,as I stir slowly and tried to sit up on the head of the bed,,Nayeon unnie woke up and saw me..she immediately sits up and a look of worry but full of love was evidently seen on her cute eyes and actions as she gave me a warm smile.." minachan..your awake..😊,here sit up slowly i will help you,hows your head? Is it still painful? Ive put wet towels on your head to let your fever down and here take this medicine for you fever and drink the water,..minachan is like a baby to me🤪😜 hahaha your lucky your cute" nayeon unnie told me as she helped me sit up on bed,I was looking at Nayeon unnie teary eyed as she took care of me instead of my girlfriend who knows where,.I felt touched by Unnie's love for me and so i hug her and cried my heart out to her.."unnie..thank you so much for taking care of me,komowo unnie😢🥺 what will i do without you,thank you so much nayeon unnie" as nayeon unnie hugs me back,rubbing circles on my back to ease me and said.."minachan..please dont cry,😊you know i love you right dongsaeng? Of course I will take care of my Minachan😙,now please stop crying,im here and crying will not help your fever down okay?..by the way,i spoke to sana and i told her your sick..but..u-uhmm..she u-uhmm told that she is very busy this day but uhmm she will try to see you tonight mina.." as i heard what unnie said about sana,i can sense that she is hesitating to tell me something,something that I cannot figured out why..but knowing unnie,I knew and let her be..im just thankful that she is here..finally unnie break the hug and checked my temperature,luckily my fever went down but I still need to rest as she is doctor anyway and knows best better than me.
"Minachan,your fever lowers down but i still need you to rest and take this medicines i bought,.i will still need to go back to my shift so I cannot stay the night,will you be able to take care of yourself and update me soon?😊"
"Yes unnie i can do that thank you so much dont worry unnie" with that unnie hug me tight and off she go..i was left alone waiting..