Closer

Till I Loved You

It's been 4 hours and she is still sleeping. Her cheeks are pinkish and I love her scent. I love her tiny fingers and those cute feet. This may sound crazy but I couldn't stop looking at her. Every time she moves I'd panic . It still feels surreal that she is finally right here , in front of me, I cannot help but feel emotional. This was a long time dream. Who would ever expect that all along Jeju was the place for me and for us three.

Ye Jin has been God sent, I thank God every single day. She basically changed my life. God must have led me to Jeju that very day I was feeling down. He took me to the right place, the very place where I want to be all my life. She has been my rock, my life and now that Aein is here I know our life together will be more meaningful. Friends and colleagues from K_Ent has been sending me messages non stop and gifts are everywhere and it is just very overwhelming.

It's already 5PM and I could hear Aein making those cute coos . I checked on her and she finally opened her eyes . Oh those beautiful eyes just like her eomma's. I was just looking at you tube videos on how to change nappys and I think I am ready but I had to call her nanny to help me.

" Oppa, you need to hold her head ok, that's very important, they can be very sensitive . Oh look her diaper is full, we need to clean her up. "

She cried a little , she probably didn't like it when I was changing her her and all, but with nanny's help I survived. I then carried her and took her to our bedroom where her Eomma was sleeping.

" Hi eomma, please wake up now, I am hungry." Ye Jin finally opened her eyes, and gave me the sweetest smile. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and she got up and started breastfeeding our dearest Aein.

" Hi baby, did you sleep well? "

" Yes she did, 4 hours just like eomma. Did you sleep well baby? You must be hungry now?"

" Apparently I am very very hungry , I think my body changed so much since I gave birth to her, I cannot explain it. Thank you for looking after her. Wait, who changed her?"

"Me.."

' Jinja??? Daebak, I am so proud of you, baby Pyung."

" I told you I am a hands on Appa. After you feed her, I will prepare the tub for you, you want me to help you wash your hair?"

" Is that ok ? Nanny can carry Aein while I wash up, I think I need to scrub and all."

" I will help you baby don't worry. " Aein's Nanny came and took her from them so Ye Jin can clean up.

" Ok Bye appa and eomma I will see you later."

Bin has been a very supportive husband to Ye Jin, especially that she rarely gets a good sleep. If baby Jin Ae is sleeping he lets her rest and he takes over. His family visited them one weekend and both his parents were over the moon. His two nephews were so fond of their baby cousin. Ye Jin's family on the other hand would visit them three times a week. Her father would spend an hour or two almost everyday at their house just to see his grand daughter.

After 3 weeks their baby has gained some weight already. Cheeks were fuller, arms and legs too are chubbier. Ye Jin and Bin somehow learned her moods. During the day she sleeps so much and in the evening she is up most of the time. Both Bin and Ye Jin's body clock were mostly active in the evenings.

" Sweetheart why do you love to play in the evening? Do you know that you look like Appa more than eomma? " Their 21 day old baby would just look at her eomma and give her cutest coos.

Bin on the other hand, attends work online 3 times a week. As CEO of his own entertainment agency, he still has some tasks that he needs to attend to which Ye Jin fully understands.