Maybe one day - Tom Holland (English)

Dear Diary... Day 1 (Lia POV)

I'm Lia today it's my birthday, 23 years old and the world is still wrapped in a complete chaos. You don't know but the world has been strugling with a deadly pandemic for two years now. Finally, everything is starting to go back to normal, or so it seems.

You know something very strange has been happening this year, I still cannot explain what it is, but maybe... just maybe I can understand the overwhelming amout of feelings I'm dealing with right now!

I felt so alone and now it's like a magnet has taken over my body, a magnet with a name and surname, and the worst thing is that I know that a magnet cannot be controlled! But what if I can't control myself and something really bad happens this time?

There I am being pessimistic, am I not? You still don't know me well, I haven't even given you a name yet (oh my! where am I with my head?), but you'll soon realize that I'm very pessimistic, that I suffer a lot in anticipation and that above all else I'll stain and blur many pages with my disproportionate and irrational crying, you better get ready!

This week I received a very strange email, it was a contest for the preview of a new film, to be the company of the male protagonista, aka Tom Holland. I didn't bother to read much, it wouldn't be a new thing if I did not win the contest, so I don't even have to worry about the details, I never win any of these things anyway, yet i still took part! The results from the contest should come out this week, or I think that's what it said in the e-mail... No, I don't know how it got to me, but I already said that it's not a concern of mine!

Maybe if I win it, I could have some advantage, meeting celebrities always brings advantages, right? I mean I could get a part in a movie, even if it is has an extra.... Forget it, what am I saying here? Hello Lia, do you remember that you still have a fear of the stage of those huge ones? Did you forget the last time? The humiliation it was to have everyone looking at you, so that in the end you just trip over your costume and fall with your face on the floor?!

I've been hiding here for as long as it was possible, I am already starting to hear screams from everyone downstrairs, calling me, I will no longer have peace for the rest of the night, oh yeah, my birthday is chaotic, this year there was no one missing, there must be over 30 people waiting in the living room, but it doesn't matter, none of them really know me, the one who really knew me is no longer here... but I'll tell you that story another day.

I'll be back tomorrow, or the day after, to tell you about my misfortunes and humiliations of the day!