Maybe one day - Tom Holland (English)

Dear Diary... Day 1 (Tom POV)

Another day in my life, it sucks ... Today I recorded a few more takes for the new film, I heard sreaming fans, I was chased by some shitty papparazi, who are just waiting for me to drop another spoiler. Fuck the time I showed that title, of course it wasn't exactly a spoiler, it was all combined with Marvel, but nobody knows that and what is certain is that the marketing strategy was working, at least for them.

Spoiler-man, that's what they started calling me, I swear I love my fans, but many of them are absolutely crazy and really believe it was a spoiler, it's exausting! Honestly, I never thought being a celebrity was so exausting, of course I thought it was good, I mean, I have loads of money, I don't even know what to do with most of it, I could have any girl I wanted, and even then I'm still alone, more loney than ever. I think that's the worst thing about being famous, never knowing if they are approaching you for fame, for money or if ithe like you just for who you truly are. If it weren't for Zendaya and Jacob, I don't know what would become of me lately, alone in the United States in the middle of a worldwide pandemic.

Last month Marvel launched a contest for me to take a fan to the premiere of the film, the results will come out this week (in 2 days I think!) And in 1 month, oh dear, in 1 month I will probably have a crazy fan stuck to me for 4 days. A person cannot be single and they want to find me a significant other right away, I know it will be a unique opportunity for whoever comes, if I were in their place it would be amazing for me too, but honestly I am not even in the mood to get out of bed, let alone walking around London for 4 days with two strangers (yes, the winner will be able to bring an escort). My mom says it can be good, seeing life through someone else's eyes, it could be that they are not that bad, but for now I won't think about it too much.

After the results came out, they arranged a meeting with the winners, and then I have some more annoying appointments ...

Jacob must be arriving, today we're going to have lunch at Mc'Donalds, nothing better than fast food to lighten up a sad heart!

I'll be back when I can, or need it, you already know that I don't have much time to write here!