Maybe one day - Tom Holland (English)

Dear London

Never in my life have I had a night like that, Tommy, did not leave me alone for a second, he introduced me to so many well-known actors that I could no longer memorize anyone else's name.

You know that feeling of butterflies in your stomach, but at the same time being at home? That's how I felt when Tom returned to the salon wearing a grey suit with seams in blue very similar to my dress, in his face, prescription glasses, which were looking dashing on him. I was living a dream, I had my best friend with me, I got to meet my Idol, I will be able to wear a perfect dress next to him, everything went like a dream!

You look very beautiful Tom - I said giving him a kiss on the cheek, which made him blush, but there was still something that bothered him, and I needed to know what it was before I left that place, so I pulled Tom aside. , while Carolina was puting on makeup and complaining to the ladies, I even feel sorry for them!

Tom? What's going on, I may not know you well, but I am also an actress, I can see that you are not well and honestly that leaves me with my heart in my hands, please don't throw sand in my eyes!

Tom looked up, full of tears and started to stutter, while I tried to calm him down he started to speak.

I'm anything but fine Lia, and I don't know why, but I feel comfortable with you, and I don't know what to do anymore, everything is confusing, and I've never been so alone in my life, it may seem strange for someone with so many fans to feel like that, but I never know if they want my money, fame or just me for being me, and being in a different country alone during a pandemic, threw me to the bottom. I didn't want this contest to happen, I just had nothing to do, I just chose to avoid you, it was more comfortable and I wasn't going to ruin your idea of ​​who the great Tom Holland is. - Tom was silent and I didn't know what to do, so I just hugged him and kissed the top of his head while whispering that he would always have me, that money and fame are not important, that I care about him, that I wanted to meet the real Tom, not the Tom from the magazines, but the geek who loves Golf and playing with Tessa, the Tom who doesn't want to get out of bed in the morning because he went to bed late and is sleepy, that was my Tom.

Tom wiped his tears. He looked me in the eyes and kissed me, a little flustered, leaving me with no reaction.

What just happened? Did he really want to kiss me or was it supposed to be on the face and I moved? Dear subconscious what is the matter with me? I am all butterflies, anxiety and nerves!

It doesn't matter, nothing else mattered. The wonderful dress was placed on me and seeing me beside that wonderful man, I couldn't help but admire how beautiful that image really was, someone took a picture of us, which I would certainly love, they said that a copy would be delivered to the hotel the next morning.

At the end of the night Tom took us to the hotel, asking us to be ready the next day at 11 am as he was going to show us the city. I never dreamed that I would be at the London Eye with someone like Tom, but even that didn't lift me from those seats, I swear there is nothing I hate more in the world than giant wheels, with or without Tom! We saw the surrender of the guard, we ran through Hyde Park, stopped to look at Buckingham Palace, walked through all the important squares and streets and ended up having dinner in a very small restaurant with a privileged view of Tower Bridge. Carolina took my camera with her, and I believe she will have the most beautiful photos of the entire trip. I just saw a picture, taken with my instax, and I had never seen a picture where Tom looked so happy, and he was really happy, and his chin was on my shoulder, she took the picture when we were in the park next to the Peter Pan statue, well before I tried to climb the statue and run away from the guards. I was really happy, and I could live like this forever, but forever doesn't exist and in 2 days I would have to go!