𝑻𝒐 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏

Confession

"I love you, Y/n." Her face turns bright red. She hides her face. "You're seriously joking at a time like this?! What's wrong with yo-" Sora takes her hands away from her face. "I swear I'm not joking around. You think I would drive all the way here just to tell you that I'm joking?"

Y/n felt a bit of confusion. "If you're not lying, then why did you want to stop talking to me...?" He lets go of her hands and sighs. "Because...I've been fighting with trust issues lately. All of my past relationships were toxic as hell and they effected me permanently to the point where it just made me want to cut off any girl that I liked."

Y/n took a minute to processed. She never really knew how broken he was, although, he barley shares his problems with the media. "My issues got the best of me and it effected you too. I was so selfish that I didn't even realize I was hurting you in order to heal myself. So you're right, I am an asshōle. This whole thing was my fault from the beginning."

Empathy strikes Y/n in the heart. "Sora...I never knew this about you. I'm sorry that you're going through these types of issues with yourself." He rests his head on the wheel. "Nobody knows about my issues except you...I'm afraid of coming out to everyone else. And don't say sorry. The only person that deserves an apology is you."

"No, Sora," she disagreed. I'm saying sorry because I'm an over-thinker. I immediately assume things without taking the time to know the truth. I accused you of using people for views, which was not true. I wasn't aware that you were going through things."

"Psh, I was the reason you were overthinking," He excused. "All because I kept it to myself instead of telling you..." Y/n turns her body to him. "Sora, I-" He interrupts. "Listen, I've always spaced away from people that I'm afraid of leaving me. But I've realized that if continue this dumbāss cycle, it's not gonna get any better..."

He builds up the words he's wants to say to her. "I don't want to have trust issues anymore, I don't want to push anymore people away from me, especially you, you mean too much to me. I want to forget about all the toxic relationships I've wasted my time on and...I just want to love again. I'd kill to love again...so fùckin bad. I want to love you."

His words were thoughtful to Y/n, it's almost as if she was in a fantasy story. 'He's really saying this to me? I never thought I'd be here to experience this moment with him. From a TikTok crush to a confession. I can barely believe it.' Sora continues. "I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore, but I'm not letting my trust issues get the best of me any longer, so spill your truth. Do you still have feelings for me?"

To be continued...