11 - thinking out loud

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Lightly, I tap my fingers on the remote to change the channel. The Grammy's finally start and I wanted to watch them all week. Shawn snores next to me on the couch quietly. Cameron is upstairs putting Sarah to sleep. Nash is still not home. I knew he would be out for a while. Shawn stirs lightly as they announce the winner of album of the year. He snorts as he wakes up.

"Aye." He groggily says turning his attention to the TV. "C'mon Sam." He hopes.

"And the winner is..." Prince pulls shawn in with suspension. "Beck!" The crowd erupts into cheers and clapping but shawn groans and rolls over pulling the blanket over his head. I laugh and tickle his side.

"Stop." He stretches out the word. I giggle and stop when he removes the blanket from his body. Cameron jumps over the back of the couch and wraps his arms around my waist. He nuzzles his head into my neck.

"Sarah is asleep and the baby monitor is on." He says kissing my neck.

"Get a room." Shawn groans.

"Go to bed Mendes, you're tired." Cam says. He stands up and throws up the middle finger towards us then leaves the room to go to the guest room.

Cameron continues planting small kisses on my neck and jaw. "I love you" he mutters.

"I love you too." I reply as he brings his kisses closer to my lips. I'm about to tell him to stop when his lips connect to mine. I kiss him back, feeling a feeling of butterflies in my stomach. He starts to push me underneath him on the couch. His kisses get more lustful as he goes. He starts to slowly grind his hips against mine. Oh my god, his hips.

He pulls away for a split second. "I want to make you feel amazing." His rough voice whispers sending chills down my back. His hands roam my body. One of them is on my hip and the other is on the back of my neck. I grip his hair with both of my hands, pulling at it. I earn a groan from him.

My body says I want him but my heart tells me not to do this. And so pull away and press my hands to his chest. He gives me a puppy-dog-eyes look.

"What's wrong?" He asks, almost stuttering.

"Not tonight cameron." I say. He nods and sits back up on the couch. I do the same and cuddle up into him. My head rests on his chest and I can hear his heartbeat. They announce Ed Sheeran and John Mayer as they will be performing thinking out loud.

"YESSS" we hear shawn yell loudly, having obviously been watching in the guest room. We both laugh.

"And darling I will be loving you 'till we're 70. I'm thinking about how people fall in love in mysterious ways. Maybe it's all part of a plan. " I sing along. We hear shawn in the guest room, not singing, but screaming the words. Cameron turns the sound up and pulls me to a stand.

"May I have this dance?" He asks. I smile and nod.

"I just keep on making the same mistakes." Cameron mutters along to the music quietly as we waltz around the living room. He spins me and puts me into a dip which scares me at first.

"Take me into your loving arms. Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars, oh darling. Place your head on my beating heart. I'm thinking out loud. Baby we found love right where we are" Ed sings. Cameron pulls me close to him and I wrap my arms around his neck, resting my head on his chest so I can hear his heart. His arms rest lazily around my waist. We sway back and forth for the rest of the song.

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a/n: d'awwwwww that was cute admit it

Calia is goals

Sry bout this being short

Shawn is weird

He's a fanboy

I'm tired

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