Fix me // c.d. (Sequel to Shatter me)

12 - two months

- two months later -

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I rock little sarah in my arms. I don't want to leave her. I really don't. I hear the front door open downstairs and know that cameron, nash, and shawn have arrived home from their meeting.

MagCon wanted to do another month of touring. I pleaded them not to but cameron went to the meeting anyway. I was worried Bart wouldn't change his mind at all. I still am.

"We're back!" Nash yells. I hear feet pounding up the steps and the three boys walk into the nursery.

"So. Half good half bad news." Shawn says, clapping his hands. My eyes flutter to cameron to see him staring sadly at Sarah.

"I couldn't completely convince him to let me stay with you." Cameron sighs. He looks disappointed in himself.

"But, the good news is Bart might be slightly convinced." Nash adds.

"And we brought you a smoothie!" Shawn exclaims. I giggle as he hands me the strawberry banana smoothie, my favorite, that he was hiding behind his back. "Sorry it's so big. They had the awkward sizes where a small is pretty much a medium and I ordered you a medium so I guess you got a large." He explains. I giggle.

"Thank you" I take it from him and sip it. It tasted great. Cameron sits down next to me on the still next to my rocking chair. He rests his head on the chair. Nash and shawn awkwardly leave.

"I'm sorry I couldn't convince him. I kept telling him 'I have a kid, I can't leave.' But all he cares about is the money and he knows he'll get more money if I go on tour." He rambles but I cut him off by pecking his lips.

"It's okay." I say. I truly am upset with Bart. If he had kids he would understand.

"Me and nash are gonna go to the pool. Wanna come with sarah?" He asks rubbing my arm. I shrug.

"I guess." I say. And so, he smiles. I go get a tank-top and shorts to put on as I will not be swimming. I do put on my bikini though, so I can tan. I get out a cute little outfit for Sarah to keep her cool. I grab the baby bag after I've changed and cam throws on a random t-shirt that we used to paint Sarah's room in. It has paint splotches on it. But he won't have it on for long, once he starts to swim, anyways.

We all meet in the kitchen along with shawn and go down to the pool of the apartment building we live in. I don't like it at this building. They are all so mean here. I want to move.

Once we arrive at the outside pool, to see its empty, I choose a spot for us and set Sarah down in her carrier on the chair with me. I take off my tank-top and shorts and put on some sun tan lotion then lay back and watch the boys. They all take off their shirts and jump in the water together, laughing.

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"Please, Bart." Cameron pleads into the phone, running a hand through his hair and rubbing his neck with frustration. "I have a fucking child. I need to be there for her." He groans. I cringe as he curses. I wish he would stop now that we had Sarah. Bart won't give up. "Okay then I'm not going on tour." He bargains. Bart is not happy with that, you can tell by the sudden loud voice coming through the phone. Cameron pulls the phone away from his ear. "That's it, I'm done with this. We're talking about this later okay?" it's obvious that Bart doesn't want to end the call but cameron pulls the phone away and hits the end button in the middle of Bart's yelling.

Cameron sits on the edge of the bed and pulls at his hair and groans loudly in frustration. I kiss his forehead and then go to pick up Sarah. I take her to Nash's room.

"Take care of her tonight?" I whisper. He nods and gently takes her into his arms. She immediately grabs onto his finger. He smiles a wonderful smile at her. Sarah is soundly sleeping in his arms. I smile and quietly leave. When I get back to the me and Cameron's room, my heart drops.

He's crying and tugging at his hair. Mute sobs come from him and he doesn't even look up to see me. I go to him and place his head in my lap. I pull his hands away from his hair and rub his back.

"I just wanted to be there for you and Sarah." He cries. I run my fingers through his hair massaging him, trying to calm him.

"Just relax. We can take care of this. I promise." I coo. "We'll talk to the doctor to see when Sarah can travel. We'll figure this out." I try not to cry. It's breaking my heart to hear him son into my sweatpants. He grips tightly onto me with his sobs. I hate to see him like this. It breaks my heart.

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a/n: soooooooo

I will be ending this book at chapter 20 or 25

And then I will be making a sequel called 'Help Me'

I have BIGGGGGG plans for this book

It's gonna be the biggest plot twist in this book or the first book

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