A/N: This was a New Year's post, so yeah...added a little to fit the new Chapter 3...might go back and edit it more later...bare with me! Also enjoy!
JENNIE'S POV
It is really going to be a new year.
It's weird to think how fast the time went. It felt like yesterday when I was at the hospital visiting Lisa wondering if she'll ever come back to me.
Every new year I always think about what if Lisa didn't wake up yet or if she would even still be here. Would we have decided to pull the plug if she didn't wake when she did?
But here we are again. Another year.
But this year it is so much better. At least I hope it will be. Lisa and I have been going through a rough patch, but...
I still have Lisa.
I have Baby Theo.
I have another Baby Mandu on the way.
I'm married.
I'm married.
OMG I'M MARRIED.
We actually got married despite the shit we have been going through. We are still working on it, but we both know that right now...this is what we want. Or at least that's what we said in our vows.
"Hon? Are you okay?" I snap out of my thoughts and I see Lisa in front of me with her eyes full of worry.
I smile and place my hand on her cheek.
"Just thinking...we really made it to another new year together. We're married. Our kids. Us. I'm just happy."
She kisses my forehead.
"I love you Mrs. Manoban. I promise that we will have our giant wedding this year or whenever you want it to happen."
I look into her eyes. I pull her towards me and kiss her gently.
"I really can't believe you asked me to marry you again and then the next day we drove to the courthouse to get married. We don't have to have a big wedding...you know..."
"But don't you want one? I thought you had your dream wedding?"
"I do, but it was still perfect. I had our family and our best friends. Theo was our ring bearer. I'm yours. What more could I ask for?"
"But dream wedding. Ever since we met you told me about your dream wedding."
"I know...Maybe ask after this Mandu is born and maybe then we can start planning it again." I rub my little bump.
"Okay. Whatever you want Hon. I love you."
"Love you my Manoban. Do you remember how you failed our second proposal?" I start laughing.
"Yah! No laughing. Theo ruined it."
"Right. My Big Baby tripping when trying to get down on one knee was totally Theo's fault...right..."
I really hope we stay happy this way. We both promised to focus on each other and our kids.
I stopped talking to him...he still tries to call...he still tries to come by the office, but I ignore him. Or I try to at least...he is very persistent.
She stopped talking to her...the bitch still tries to call her...bitch tries to see her, but Lili tells me she ignores her too. I know I shouldn't be the one to talk, but I can't help it. Lili is mine.
We are trying. We both tried to find something to fill our emotional void, when we both have each other right in front of our faces.
I promise...we are trying...
