A/N: SORRY. I really am sorry for not updating. I know I said for this story that I was contemplating on if I am going to stop this book II, but I might just continue and edit after. I know it has been months and I thank you for staying if you have. I also started a 2nd job, so I've been quite busy the past couple of months and been focused on that.
Despite being able to see our Pinks live a few times for their Born Pink tour and despite all the JenLisa content we have been fed with, I still don't have the inspiration to write as often as well. I apologize for this, but I hope you all understand. I'm not gone. I'm still here reading. I'm still here trying to write a few sentences here and there when I can. I'm trying to give you all decent chapters to read and enjoy.
So thank you again if you have stayed and waiting. I love reading the little comments that some of you leave. They make me laugh. But anyways enjoy this little fluffy chapter.
Happy Holidays everyone 🖤💕
LISA'S POV
Being in the Thailand province I took to writing. It helped relieve some anxiety when my mind wouldn't stop thinking. Nothing really fancy, but every morning I'd write . I'd write a letter to her or Theo or mom or my other kid. I kinda had a journal, multiple journals now, for each person.
I grab my Jennie journal and begin to write.
Good morning,
It's me again. It's Friday_____7am. I saw you after 5 years yesterday. The universe seems to love and hate JenLisa. The universe thinks it was okay to see each other on my first day back in Seoul. Do I take that as a sign? You would always say everything happens for a reason. I guess the universe really has a thing for JenLisa. Uhhh...fuck. Sorry. Why did I write that? And twice...Anyways, You look beautiful as ever. He seems like a nice guy. I'm hoping that one day I can meet you all. I had to leave because it felt like all my emotions were rushing to the surface when I saw you. I also would like to take your offer to see our kids. Maybe I will call.
-Lisa
I then grab my Theo journal.
Hi son,
I saw your mom today for the first time in 5 years. I say this everytime. Dada Love is sorry for leaving. It's my biggest regret, but I did it to become a better me...a better Dada Love. Your mom told me to come meet you and your sibling. I still don't know if you have a brother or sister. I really want to see you and meet your sibling. Do you like the guy mommy love is with? Is he nice to mommy love and you? I miss you son.
-Dada Love
I close the journal and head to the shower. I normally only write to 1-2 people in the morning, then sometimes I might write again before I sleep if I can't sleep. I do my normal routine that I have done for the past 5 years. I added the news to my morning coffee as now I have cable.
"This just in! Bam Bam, MPCE's current CEO is getting married! It's been 5 years since Lalisa Manoban had handed over the company to her older brother. Where is Lalisa Manoban now? Will she be back for the wedding?"
I sigh and turn the tv off. Way to ruin my mood already today.
So you heard right. I came back because my brother is getting married. I honestly didn't know, until he found me 1 year ago. He found me and asked me to be his best man. When he found me he was shocked. He told me that he did mention to Jennie that he found me, but he told Jennie that it might make things more messed up if she came.
True. I probably would have packed up and left. He promised me that he wouldn't tell her where I am at. And he has kept that's promise. The last time I called to check on the kids, she told me that Bam-Bam found me and that she was happy that I was okay. She said Bam-Bam won't tell her where I'm at and she's okay with that because she knew that I probably asked my brother to do so. She said Theo was sad that I don't call as often as before. It sounded like she was sad that I don't call as often too, but maybe I'm just over thinking that time.
Anyways...I head to my gym and decide to workout. It's been months since I've used a decent gym. All the "gyms" in the province used water barrels and rocks and boulders as weights. It got the job done, but it's nice to finally use normal equipment again.
...
I decide to go for a walk in the park after my work out. I grab some teokkbokki and fish cake soup from a street cart.
I sit down at a near by bench and place the teokkbokki and fish down realizing that I forgot napkins. I stand up to go to the cart to grab some when someone runs into me.
"WATCH IT!"
"Sorry! I didn't see...Lisa?" My eyes go wide and I don't know what to feel.
"You again."
A/N: Is it Jennie? Or is it someone else? Sorry to leave on a cliffhanger and being a short fluff chapter. I'll try to update sooner. Sorry again for being slow at updating. Thank you for reading!
