Marauders' era one shots

(🇬🇧)Dear diary.

Dear Diary...
I had a strange dream yesterday. I was at Hogwarts, perhaps in my fourth or fifth year. The strange thing is that I saw myself from the outside, as if I were a stranger to my own body. I was in the courtyard with Barty, Lucius and Severus. Oh how I miss those three. I think we were going to the Great Hall for lunch. At one point we were joined by four boys who were yelling and jostling.
"Hey Reg how are you?"  my boyfriend James said giving me a kiss. I smiled.
"Oh all right Potter," I replied and all eight of us started walking again.
"Potter don't touch my brother or I'll kill you," Sirius said, eyeing James.
"Quiet Sir, I don't want to touch you," James said and started running as he laughed.
"JAMES! COME BACK HERE," Sirius said as he chased after him. Remus shook his head. Peter handed me a candy and I accepted it. It was normal.  Sirius jealous of me was normal. Severus watching the marauders in disgust was normal. James kissing me in the middle of the garden was normal. Barty laughing and enjoying curses on first year children was normal. Remus treating us as if we were his children was normal. Lucius pretending to have a heart of ice but with my cousin he was a sugar bear was normal. Peter making us and giving us his sweets was normal. All of this was normal.  And then it all broke down. Sirius left home and stopped being jealous of me. He no longer spoke to me. James and I moved further and further away, he no longer kissed me in the middle of the garden, he began to like Evans. He no longer spoke to me.  Remus no longer treated me as if I were his son. He no longer spoke to me. Peter no longer made me sweets. He no longer spoke to me. They hated me.  They hated me. I woke up with tears in my eyes. I am dead and they still hate me.