Games- Jaywon ff

12

"I'm talking to you Jay! Answer me!" Jungwon shouted "Are you toying with me?!"

He may be overreacting but Jay's not giving him a reason not to.

He's just sitting there like he didn't just act like Jungwon was his whole world a few minutes ago.

Jungwon was frustrated. Jay wasn't giving him an answer and right now Jungwon doesn't want to deal with this.

He left Jay on the rooftop and made his way to his next class.

"Jungwon!" Taehyun called spotting the younger "Are you okay?" Taehyun asked looking at the boy's face.

"It's just Jay being his usual self" Jungwon said like it meant nothing but deep down it hurt.

"Aren't you two together?" Taehyun asked "Everyone is talking about how you admit you two were dating" Taehyun explained.

"It's whatever, I didn't mean it" Jungwon pretended not to care.

"Oh come on Jungwon, I know you. You've never been in love and the way you look at Jay is definitely love to me. How can you say it doesn't mean anything?" Taehyun asked worried for his friend.

"It doesn't" Jungwon tried convincing Taehyun "Anyway, how's things with Beomgyu?" Jungwon asked changing the subject.

"We're actually dating!" Taehyun announced smiling brighter than ever. Jungwon swore he never saw Taehyun so happy.

"Congratulations and don't you dare break his heart again!" Jungwon warned him.

"Jungwon, over here!" his friends gestured for Jungwon to sit with them in class.

"Oh Taehyun I heard you and Beomgyu are a thing now?" Sunghoon teased him.

"How fast does information get spread in this school but yes we're together. See you later gotta sit with my boyfriend" Taehyun shot them a wink and sat next to Beomgyu.

The teacher walked in silencing everyone.

"Before I begin, I see Jay is not in class again. Guess he's back to his old ways. I'm gonna miss this new Jay" the teacher joked making all the students laugh except Jungwon.

"Okay settle down everyone,now because of minor setbacks your results will be delayed until the end of this week" the teacher announced.

Groans and sighs came from the entire classroom.

"Miss Choi, Friday is the start of the weekend" one guy complained.

"Yes I agree we wanna relax" another girl joined in.

"Yes yes I know you guys are upset but teachers were requested to recheck your scores because there have been some unexpected results" Miss Choi explained.

The rest fo the class Jungwon couldn't concentrate. He was so lost in in thoughts.

Why did he have to fall for someone like Jay? Jungwon hates himself because he could've stopped himself from this.

Jay is a playboy for god's sake.

Jungwon has never been in love. He has never felt so happy as he does with Jay.

He doesn't want to accept that Jay loves him but it's impossible for playboy to feel true love.

Jungwon thought many times that Jay's behaviour may be understandable but Jungwon just can't try to understand it.

To top it all off Jay confessed to him that night at the dance. Guess confessions are a normal thing for Jay to do.

If Jay truly liked him he would want everyone to know Jungwon is his right? Or was that only in movies and those fantasy books.

Jay was Jungwon's first love. It's not that Jungwon mentally blocked himself from falling in love but Jungwon had never felt the feelings Jay gives him with anyone else.

It sucks huh? Jay managed to get himself wrapped up in Jungwon's head and always find a way to stay there without even trying.

Oh how Jungwon just wants to travel back in time and just walked away all those times Jay approached him.

Love is a cruel thing, it's either you both live happily together or you live alone with a life full of regret.

Class was over and Jungwon was the first one to pack his things and leave. He didn't know one word the teacher said but he doesn't care atleast not right now.

Walking down the hallways Jungwon got lost in thought again.

All those times Jay would call him baby made butterflies go crazy in Jungwon's stomach.

All the times Jay would look at him giving Jungwon goosebumps.

That day Jay stole his first kiss felt magical, so cliche and unrealistic Jungwon swore he was dreaming.

Jay took him to cloud nine by just one look at him and Jungwon was ready to scream his love for Jay.

But all good things must come to an end.

Again, call Jungwon stupid for overreacting but Jay doesn't even want to look at him anymore all hopes of being with Jay gone, crushed and vanished into thin air.

"Hey!" some girl approached Jungwon giving him a letter that looked so trashy like it came straight out of the trashcan.

"Jay told me give you this" that was all the girl said before leaving.

Jungwon looked at the poorly torn, slightly crumpled paper and smiled.

May be Jay felt bad for hurting him and now he wants to apologize. May be Jay also wants to be with him.

                      Games are meant to be difficult with a challenge

                             but you weren't much of a challenge, baby

                                                  - your playboy ;)