To My Dearest Crush

My Beginning

Dear Diary,

It's Friday the 13th

I woke up with a doubting heart, curious about the things that will going to happen today.. I looked at the window in front of our double-decked bed, and as usual ako nalang natira sa room. Feel ko toluy kahit na sa panibagong mundo na ako, parang ganun pa rin. I offered prayers, and say all of my fears to God right before i jump up and start fixing myself, Ay ou nga pala! May event sa school the Pre-Valentines Celebration, Tsk! this past few days puro aral inaatupag ko kaya di ko na tuloy malal yung ibang events. Doubtful, Hopeless, Scared. But if you'll looked at me right now parang wala lang. Poker faced College student paren. Wish me Luck! bye.

XOxO -Mich

Hello! I'm Michelle Mendez, 17, believes in True Love, waiting for the One "But really don't do Valentines Activities" or anything related to it. It's just weird pwede namang magmahal everyday.. Necessary ba talagang bigyan ng Day yung Love Day? well I can't force them if they really love to.

I'm a person full of happiness but right after Junior High? I.. Don't.. want to talk about it again. Lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na I'm a happy person But, some says Poker faced talaga ako most of the time.. Minsan din they keep on teasing me with "Why so serious?" .

I never really mean those facial expressions it's just.. Natural beauty ko na siguro yung pagka Poker face o pagka serious.

When I Laugh, I Laugh Hard at to be honest, ako yung pinaka matagal maka move on tumawa sa barkada.

When I'm hurt or being offended, Tahimik lang ako "Eh! ako yung nakakaintindi edi ako na ang umintindi."

I'm not perfect but I guarantee my friends for an unforgettable friendship.When it comes to friendship kasi SOOBRA akong magpahalaga, which is sad kasi yung ibang tao di marunong mag isip katulad ko.

If I describe my physical me I have fair white skin, insakto lang yung height, Medium Length hair, i don't do makeup (Duuh? Kaartehan lang yan) I rather use backpack or slingbag, Everyday outfit? Naka shirt & Jeans lng ako. To shorten this up "I'm living in the world of Simplicity". Mas confident ako if simple lang yung outfit ko plus comfortable pa all day.

In school, okay! in school, at first I really tried to avoid this crush thing tumagal naman siya... ng two months, pero iba talaga pag school na pinag uusapan i insist kahit anong gawin mo "mararanasan mo talaga dito" hindi man lahat pero yung mga moments na worth remembering.

The story began when I met James Ponce a tall, chinito and handsome guy na pag nakangiti e malamang mapapangiti ka rin he has this nakakahawang smile na for me no one can defeat, James started everything up he's my college first crush, we met on our first term but sadly the story didn't ended that good, he transferred to another school and he blocked me on Facebook... until now. If he only knew Sobra talaga ang paghanga ko sakanya but after all of his bitterness i gave in and decided (pang-ilang beses nato) to stop those stupid infatuations na walang ibang ginawa kung hindi ang paasahin, saktan at paiyakin ka.