To My Dearest Crush

One Sided Love

Michelle's POV

3 Days after

Walking alone here at the botanical garden.. Tapos na ang klasi so I will just pamper my self here, relaxing yung air, and the 15minutes gap airplane take offs motivates me more to be hardworking on my studies, Everytime na nakikita ko sila it made me think na someday I will be working right inside that aircraft and prove to the world that I am more than a seabed.

I wore a smile when I saw an aircraft flying through the clouds, with my both two hands on my chest and my head up on the sky.

The silence reminds me of James, that Tall, white, witty guy who drove me Oh so crazy by his existence.

"Nasaan na kaya si Bong?." i spoke to myself with a calm mind but with a hurting heart.

Looking at the sky I spoke to myself again.

"Still.. It's very impossible naman talagang ma notice niya ko sa sitwasyon namin na Stairway to heaven ang peg, Langit siya.. Lupa ako."

Looking at the right side tanaw rin mula dito ang malaking stadium ng school.

Since the day James started to remove me from his circle of friends I always regretfully say.. "Na Sana hindi ko nalang sinabi ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya, na sana I did not risk a friendship just to show how much I damnly care." the feeling keeps on haunting me even though almost 5 months ko na siyang hindi nakikita.

5 months blocked. .

5 months no update. .

Some of my friends told me na there are times na nakakasalubong nila si James na papasok sa school, back then I realize kung gaano ako ka saya sa twing sinasabihan nila ako about him.

Yesterday, nagkasalubong kami ni Jaya, she's one of my friends sa school.. She called my attention and we chat for a bit since nagmamadali ako for my FoLa class (Foreign Language class)

She then told me...

"Uy Mich!, nasalubong ko si James kanina while pababa siya ng jeepnyng sinasakyan niya nagulat nga ako eh! Pumuti siya lalo, at gumwapo pa lalo and humaba yung hair niya." Jaya spoke to me with great excitement, hindi man kasi nila makita yung tunay kong emosyon but I know na alam nila kung ano ang nararamdaman ko in terms of James.

My friends know the things I've been through last semester a reason kung bakit tumatak na talaga sa mga neurons nila si James as my College First Unrequited One-sided Heart breaking love.

"How I wish na makita ko siya kahit seconds lang." I spoke as I Stare at the flowers being swayed by air remembering those Funny, emotional, heartbreaking, kilig days.

[Flash back]
August. 22, 2014
Saturday,
Heidelberg University
Buwan ng Wika Culmination

Sa kabila ng pagiging sosyal ng mga students ng Heidelberg they still exerted their man power efforts mapa-Babae man o lalaki to build their unique Bahay kubo made by indigenous materials.

Wondering around someone spoke with a very manly voice.

"Hi Korean!" Jacob greeted me as he messed up my hair with his hands.

He calls me "Korean" because I always spoke some of its slangs when I reacted.

"Haha! Korean ka jan!". I laughed

"Uy! Korean may papakilala ako sayo mamaya si James Ponce, marunong yung mag korean." he smirks as he walks away.

"Yay! My katulad rin pala ako dito sa school" I told myself.