To My Dearest Crush

Chapter 3

Michelle's POV

(Back to Reality/Present)

February. 13, 2015

*Friday the 13th*

looking at my phone's calendar,

Since It's been 2 years na tayong Single manonood tayo ng Fifty Shades of Grey, tomorrow!. The Idea pushes me to contact my dearest bestfriend Jessica.

Over the Phone Via: Go SMS

"Hey! Jessy.. Noud tayo Fifty Shades tomorrow?" i texted her.

"Hello bess! O.M.G bess Project Almanac nalang kaya?" she replied.

"Why?"..

"Kasi.."

"May kasama ka?"

"Ahm.. Nagkabalikan na kami ni Edmond bess."

"Talaga!? When pa yan, ay naku ah wala kang sinasabi ah."

"Just now."

"San ka ba?"

"Ayala, I'm with him. Hehe! segi bess kitakits tomorrow just text me ha tnx Luvyah! :*".

The conversation ended without even telling me what time pupunta, saan magkikita, o kung anong movie ba talaga ang panonoorin. Hay! Ok single tayo eh edi edate ang sarili mag-isa "Who cares" kaysa naman umepal ako sa date nila. (Single nga naman)

Minsan kahit concentrated ako sa studies di ko parin maiwasang mainggit kay Jessica, Mahirap kaya maghintay ni "The One" most especially kung wala kang lists of palatandaan kung sino at ano siya. In short "Mahirap maghintay sa taong, hindi mo mismong alam kung dadating pa ba o hindi." HAY! ang dali lang mag conclude ng ending ng isang love story, Sobrang dali mag imbento ng bittersweet Happy endings, pero pag sa personal na pala nangyayari.. kailangan mo for sure ng Deep analysis, Well planned do's & don'ts to avoid sablay that ends up making you regret and cry.

Pag-ibig nga naman, Parang ulan..

Dadating nalang bigla kung saan wala ka pang masisilungan.

*Daydreaming*

It's been 30minutes since the pre-valentines celebration program started.. Nakaka umay, Bored, but still I'm trying to give my cooperation Sayang din yung extra points if ever mag declare na meron.

10minutes later..

The emcees started to speak up,

"Ano naman kaya yung pakulo nila?" i frowned and pouted my lip.

"Everyone?? Oks lang ba kayo jan!?" saying with an amazing very well-molded voice.

The crowd shouted back with a big "YEEEEEEEES!!" majority of the voice are commonly from girls.

e masisi ko ba sila? May bouquet of flowers and chocolates sila eh.

Care ko ba?... Balang araw pag na dumating na si the one? Hindi lang flowers and chocolates yung ibibigay niya sa'kin, kundi...

"Excuse me? Pwedeng tumabi?"

Someone tapped my right shoulder, I throw a look and *Oh! My God*

Mich, wag kang mauutal!

Mich, wag kang mauutal!

Mich, wag kang mauutal!

Do's # 5 "Chill! Cool ka lang tao lang yan."

"A-ah! Oh naman... Sure" i rolled my eyes.

Dear Heartbeat, mamaya ka na mag palpitate ng sobra please! I'm begging you, nakikidagdag ka lang sa kaba eh~

Ho! Chill lang Mich hindi na yan mag sasalita ulit Chill!

My sweat started to slide down from my patella to my chin. Ng biglang nagsalita si Andreo...

"Ang init no?" he said with a big frown.

*Gosh! Is he trying to have a conversation with me?.. Lord! Kung oo pls help me*

Wiping those sweat on his face with his hand, he then *Whatduh!? He's looking at me*

Feeling ko mag Buburst out na ako.

"Ah! Bakit ka nakatingi sa'kin?" i replied.

"Ok ka lang?" he insisted.

"Bakit?". Hala! Ano kayang nakita niya? Nahalata ba niya? Na gets ba niya? No! Hindi Impossible Poker face ata ako.

"Ang pula mo kasi." he giggled looking at me with me looking at him.

*Tongue-tied*

I stood up and walk away

Pati tuhod ko nahawaan na ng nginig.

Going nowhere, straight lang ang lakad ko until i reached the schools botanical garden.

"San' nga ako papunta?" with a frown i pouted my lips and wiped the sweat which was continuously falling down from my patella.

I took a deep breathe and looked up at the sky.. "Why so beautiful dear sky? Hay naku...."

Walang bench sa lugar so napaupo nalang ako sa Bermuda grass exclusive for students picnics, i looked around and it seems na wala naman ka tao tao so i lied myself on the grounds.

Looking up...

"You're as beautiful as Him, So Gorgeous as Him, So Charming, So Attractive..." raising my left hand as if trying to reach it.

"You're the Ionosphere and I am the Seabed, sad to say I can never reach you."

Staring at the cloudy blue sky

Thinking about him, Yes! And I admit I've been doing this ever since i liked him.

Why I'm always be that girl who jumps into conclusions?... Maybe I'm just afraid... afraid of being left alone, afraid of doing the same mistakes I've done on those past few damn years of my High School life.

I closed my eyes and giggled.

Napatayo ako bigla when suddenly I realized it's been 4 months and 9days na akong may gusto sa kanya *What?*

So? "Inlove na talaga ako sa kanya?".."WHAT?.

Oh no! I'm hopelessly Inlove, oh no pls. No! This can't be, Again? Why? Pagod. Na. Pagod. Na. Akong. Ma. Reject! No!

I cried, remembering those painful times

Those sleepless tearful nights, those.....
Okay alam ko na kung ano ang patutunguhan ng storyang to' iiyak nanaman ako nagsisimula na nga eh~

Kent, Tristan, Peter, John, Kevin and now??
Lining up next to them is Andreo Lucas.

Wowha!? Nakaka imbyerna na.

"San ka na ba kasi The One?.. Tagal mo ah!" jokingly i shouted with a semi-irritated voice.

Napaka peaceful ng place

but I'm ruining it's silence

"Sorry mother nature!"
Nahiya pa ako.

I grab on my bag at kinuha yung cellphone ko, let's do soundtrip nalang and imagine things which are out of this world. I closed my eyes then.

Hooh woah...
Woah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Nakilala kita sa 'di ko inaasahang pagkakataon
Nakakabigla para bang sinadya at tinakda ng panahon
Tila agad akong nahulog nang hindi napapansin
Pero tadhana ko'y mukhang 'di tayo pagtatagpuin

Pinili kong lumayo
Ngunit pilitin ma'y bumabalik sa'yo

Ikaw pa rin pala ang hanap-hanap parap-pap
Na kahit magpanggap 'di matatago na ang 'yong yakap
Ang hanap-hanap parap-pap-pap
'Di nagbabago ikaw ang hanap-hanap ko.

❤