To My Dearest Crush

Chapter 5

Michelle's POV

I knew him through Facebook,

Okay! The story is like this.

To be honest I've been doing things which are hehe! Ultimately crazy? Maybe not that crazy but still it's crazy.

[Throwback December 2014]

I've been pouring half of my time since November in spending it through surfing the net. All i want is an update lang naman eh! I admit the term is not "Surfing the net" but "Surfing Andreo's Timeline".

*SUUUS! Kung makareact ka naman jan parang di mo rin ginagawa to.*

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Staring at the monitor checking out kung may bagong update. Update Update din tayo pag may time no?? Naman oh? Hindi ba siya marunong mag post ng status?

Yan! Yan si Andreo, kung hindi once in a week, Once a month lang nag uupdate.

Wait! Bakit si Andreo na naman ba yung pinag-uusapan natin dito?
Rewind.. Rewind.. Rewind..

(Back to present)

"Joemari Tolentino" is his real name, he's a very nice and caring friend AT! To be honest I like him for having those traits. As a friend.

Yun nga lang hindi pa kami once nagkita in personal.. We're both very busy kasi and most of all "I'm not still not ready to meet my Ultimate Crushs' bestfriend".

If you remember I'm the kind of girl who jumps into conclusions and i already have those at the back of my mind.

First conclusion:
The Embyerna Moves.
Since he admitted he likes me, Of course! If we hangout WITH Andreo and their other friendships FOR SURE! Hahanap at hahanap sila ng paraan para magkaroon kami ng time na KAMI LANG DALAWA ni joem. (WHICH IS A VERY BIG NO!)

Second Conclusion:
The Heartbreaking glance.
Lucas will be then noticing, seeing me not because I'm Michelle Mendez but as his "BESTFRIEND'S" crush.

Third Conclusion:
Andreo Lucas is a Good Friend.
The fact that they were both BEST OF FRIENDS "Bok! Walang talo-talo!".
For sure! Crossed out na ako sa mga girls na maaaring magustohan ni Andreo.

And Last but not the least...

Fourth Conclusion:
Reality results.
Kung hindi ko e t-try na mag take ng risk

WALANG MANGYAYARI!

So now Mich.. You! Choose!
"Take the risks and had the chance to know him and for him to know more about you??? OR! "Stay safe and let those unspoken words forever left unspoken". I murmurs as i continuously bite my ballpen.

*Chemistry class lecture still going on*

Do i really need to choose!?.....

*self talk again* Yes of course! I need to choose.. Pero if ONLY this life was a movie i will surely. . . without doubt. take all that "RISKS" pero nga! "Realidad to!,

One mistake equals change in phase that will cause to forever damage."

Ang life hindi scripted, walang cuts, walang rewind, walang mag sasabing wait! change setting tayo hindi maganda dito, Lahat nangyayari at mangyayari impromptu, gusto mo man o hindi, pangit man ang view o maganda.

Yun yung nararamdaman ko ngayon, I'm afraid to press play and I might mess everything up.

... I will have the chance to know him more and him knowing me too, pero in the contrary I'll be using Joemari which is a very nice guy for my attempt, Then what?... I'll be waking up one day being called as "The most worst, Meanest, Desperate, Walang hiyang girl in the world!" for making friends with him para makalapit ako kay Andreo?. I just can't bear that Damn scenario.