I'm Feeling Fine

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Michigan's POV

I jumped awake panicking as tears pricked at my eyes and my breathing was fast as I panicked and I looked quickly. I scanned the room a hundred times to make sure the thing wouldn't jump at me then I heard a cackle and froze from fear, it came from nowhere, I was hearing things again. I started crying my breathing pace picking up as my arms started trembling my thoughts racing through my head so fast I couldn't even think straight and I saw the thing again and I made a sound and I started crying out loud. I sniffled then my arms gave out and I hit my head on the backboard and I let out an 'ow' and held my head the pain ringing through my head and I felt my wet cheeks with my arms as more tears rolled to them and I started shaking my heart pounding in my chest and I felt like it was going to explode in my chest then I thought of how I got like this so quickly.

I somehow manage to get myself to calm down enough then I just laid there tears lightly strolling down my cheek. I sit up as depressive thoughts start to break in my mind and I curled up then I looked at the pills on my nightstand. I stare at them then flinch at nothing then I start to reach for them the pause rethinking my choice then I go with it and grab them. I press down on the cap the twists it, it was like this so the more little states didn't accidentally overdose on antidepressants, but what if I do? This was a new bottle then I place the cap on my nightstand and stare at the pill filled bottle for a few seconds then I put a lot more in my hand than needed to be taken.

My hand got closer to my mouth and I opened my mouth then shoved the pills in my mouth then grabbed the water bottle I always kept near and I put the water in my mouth forcing the pills down my through. It took time to get them all down but I eventually did it then I set my water bottle down and close my pill bottle and set it back on my nightstand the wait. I waited and waited then they finally kicked in and I started giggling to myself on how I would finally end my miserable life. I stopped giggling as pain shot through my body and I covered my mouth as not to scream and I arched my back as the pain grew and I fell to the side and I screamed in my mind.

I started breathing heavily and I cried hard but kept silent somehow as I fought the black that would take me away. I started regretting my choice as the black started taking over my vision but I fought it but it was too strong and it took me away as the feeling in my body disappeared.


I woke up, it felt like forever I was in the Black then I looked around and saw a few states, the dead ones. I froze up and I panicked a little then I was hugged, "dude calm calm." I was told and hugged the state back not letting go.

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