Forever still stands Warren Peace LS (Book 2)

I'm Sorry

Allison's POV

I wiped my eyes as I looked blankly at the blank screen. I haven't written a damn thing and that's because my damn thoughts were so freaking loud. I sighed and set down my computer. I ran both of my hands through my messy hair. I felt as the unwanted tears started to well up and roll down my cheeks. I sighed again and started to angrily wipe at my cheeks to stop the crying. I hated crying for no reason, this is no big deal, right? So what if he forgot. It's not like he meant to, right?

Oh who am I kidding. Ever since he got that job, I guess it's only been me in this relationship. And it kinda hurts you know. I miss my boyfriend, I miss being in his arms, I miss the soft and warm kisses he used to pamper me with. But now all I get is a peck on the lips before he goes off to the studio, and doesn't come back till the night time or the next day. It's like our relationship is nonexistent. I-I I think we should take a break, if he really wants to make a living out of this job, I can't stand in his way of his dream.

No matter how much I love him, I mean we're soulmates for crying out loud. But I guess only one of us remembers that. I think a little break will do us good. I sighed and leaned back against the wall of the treehouse. Love sucks. That's for sure. It feels good just for a little bit and then, bam, it hits you where it hurts. Your heart and soul. I coughed into my hand. Damn my crying. I sighed and slowly closed my eyes. A little rest wouldn't hurt anyone.

A couple hours later

I was in the middle of a dream when I felt a pair of lips on my forehead. I gasped awake. My instincts were already ahead of me. I forced a hand of hard snow at the person, but I felt a warm hand grasp mine. "Whoa, it's just me princess", I heard warrens voice in my ear. I slowly opened my eyes and saw him. He was still in his clothes from the other day. I sighed. Yep, he totally forgot what today was.

I sighed and sat up. He looked at me with those eyes, my mortal enemy, my weakness. They were filled with love, for me. Oh man. As much as we don't get to see each other, I always love seeing those eyes full of love for me. "What's the long face for princess, what happened? Did something happen at school?", he asked me. I didn't answer him. I just grasped his hand in mine. Gently rubbing my thumb over the back of his hand.

I gave him a small smile. Which he returned. "Do you know what today is?", I asked him. He raised a confused eyebrow at me. "May 20th?", he asked me. I laughed. I don't know if it was real or not. "Yes, it is the 20th, but do you know what today is, what follows on the 20th?", I asked him. He looked even more confused. He scratched the back of his head. "I know it's not your birthday, not till June, I didn't forget any anniversary's", he said as he was confused. I knew it would take him a minute to figure out what he had just said.

I waited a few minutes and there it was. The shock and horror in his eyes. He seemed to be in a bit of shock for a second before he turned to me. He cupped both of my cheeks. "I didn't miss our anniversary, did I?", he asked me softly. I sighed softly. And I nodded. He sighed and rested his head on mine. "Oh princess, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry that I forgot, it was our day and I forgot", he said as he caressed my cheek. I shrugged. "I guess it doesn't really matter, just another day for us", I said as I kept my eyes down. So I didn't have to look into his eyes.

"Baby, come on. Don't say that, you know how much this day means to me", he said as he lifted my head up with his pointer finger. I shook my head. "That's not what I wanted to talk about, we need to talk", I told him. He scrunched up his eyebrows at me. "Princess, what is it, your scaring me", he said. I bit my lip in nervousness. I hated to do this. But I knew I had to. "You know how much I want your dreams to come true, and that happened. Your dream came true, but it seems like somethings in the way of that", I said. He seemed confused for a split second before he finally realized what I was talking about. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. "Baby please, please don't, I need you. Your always going to be number one in my life, I'll quit, I promise, we can go back to what we were, we can be happy again. We can still have our forever and always", he said as he brought me into his lap. He cupped my cheeks and made me look him in the eye.

I cupped both of his cheeks. I shook my head, tears welling up in my eyes. "That's not what I wanted, I want you to be the big star you always wanted to be. I want people to come all around the world just to hear your voice, but you can't have that if I'm in the way, we both know that", I said as a few tears rolled down my cheeks. He pressed his forehead to mine again. "I'll give up anything just to have you, I love you more anything, I don't care. Just as long as I have you", he said. It hurt me so badly that I saw tears rolling down his cheeks. I wiped them away with my thumbs.

"You got to achieve your dream first before I can. That's all I've ever wanted for you. But I'm always going to be here, when you need me. I'll be here, can you at least do something for me before we do part for at least awhile", I said. He looked up at me, his eyes were red from his tears. "Baby girl please, please don't, I need you", he said as his voice broke. I sighed and gave him a watery smile. "And I will always be with you, just in the background", I said as I caressed his wet cheek.

He sniffled. "What is it, I'll give it to you, I'll give you anything you want", he whispered to me. I smiled at him again. Just this time it was a sad one. "Make love to me, that's all I ask. Please", I whispered to him. His eyes opened and looked into mine. "Your sure?", he asked me. I nodded.

"I love you", he whispered to me. I gave him a lovingly smile. My own eyes were filling with tears again. "I love you my hot head", I said softly. He cupped my cheek and brought our lips together.

I loved him more then anything. And it pained me more then anything to do this to him. But I wanted him to achieve his dream before I can. Because for me, he is my dream.