Forever still stands Warren Peace LS (Book 2)

We broke up

Allison's POV

I woke up. Feeling fucking tired and horrible. I couldn't sleep last night. I had nightmares. And I knew what would happen today. And for the life of me I didn't want to get up. Can I just sleep more? I really didn't want to face reality right now. I groaned and moved over on the other side of the bed. I groaned again and shoved my face into my pillow. I slowly got up from my bed. Feeling terrible. I rubbed my eyes. Ugh. I yawned and walked over to my window. I squinted my eyes. But then I saw it. There was a white poster in Warren's window. "Goodmorning beautiful! Hope you slept well. See you at school bestie! I love you!", I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. I sniffled and wiped the tear that was rolling down my cheek. He's so good to me. I sighed and walked over to my closet.

No.
No.
No.
No.
No.

Aha! Yes!

I remember this. The clothes that I wore the first time I met Warren. I smiled sadly and brought the clothes to my nose. I inhaled. It still smelt like him. Like his cologne. I sniffled again and threw on my clothes.

I sighed and went into my bathroom. I spritzed some perfume on me. I smell like strawberries. Mmm. I love this scent. I brushed my hair and let it down. I didn't really feel like putting it up today. I looked in the mirror and saw bags under my eyes. I sighed and brushed my teeth. I sighed as I brushed them. It's not like I'm gonna be kissing anyone today. Not for awhile that is.

I groaned at the headache that I was having. For a couple of days now, I've been having a splitting headache. I grabbed the Advil. I popped a few in my mouth. I've been taking them for a couple of days. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't. Great. I sighed and shook my head again. Great, just great. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my backpack. I slowly walked down the stairs. Not feeling like rushing anymore.

I walked down the stairs. I walked into the kitchen. I gave my parents a sad smile. Before going in for the toast. I nibbled on it. I could tell my parents wanted to say something to me, but they didn't. Which I was glad for. I didn't really feel like talking right now. I sat down at the table for a bit. Just nibbling on my toast. That was until Will came down the stairs. I sighed and got up from the table. I smiled when I felt my mom and dad give me a kiss on the forehead. "Have a good day at school darling", mom said to me. She gave me a sad smile.

"Have a good day at school kiddo, we love you", my dad said. I smiled at them. Even though it was fake. I waved at them before walking out of the house. I saw that Will was already ahead of me. I sighed and grabbed hold of my backpack straps. I put on a fake smile. As fake as I could be. I slowly walked behind Will and Layla who just joined them.

That was until Layla turned around and saw me. I didn't expect her to come running at me and throw her arms around me. I squealed and almost fell over. "I'm so sorry Allie", she whispered into my ear. I pulled back and looked at her in confusion. "Sorry about what?", I asked her. She gave a look full of sympathy. "You haven't seen the news? Warrens manager said that the two of you broke up, that he's up for grabs", she said. And then and there. I knew my heart had broken all over again.

I could feel the stinging feeling of tears welling up in my eyes. But I didn't let them fall. I shrugged. "Yeah, we broke up. We didn't want to, but I wanted him to focus on his work. Since we didn't really have enough time for one another in our relationship", I told her. Giving her a fake smile. But I knew she saw right through me. "What about the soulmate bond?", she asked me. I shrugged again. "I put a hold on it, but if he decides he wants to be with someone else. Then he can. But you know me, I don't think I'll ever love another person like I loved Warren", I said as I sniffled. I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks. I wiped my tears. "Come on. I really don't want to talk about this, we have to get to the bus stop", I said as I moved past both of them. But with every step. I could feel my heart breaking and forming with cracks.

I made sure that I didn't look like I was about to cry. I didn't want anyone else to see me crying. I walked up to the bus stop and like usual. The bus stopped right as I got there. I smiled softly to myself. Right on time Ron. I smiled at him as the doors opened. "Goodmorning Ron", I said. Trying to act like my normal chirpy self. "Goodmorning Allie! How are you this morning?", he asked me. But I could see it in his eyes. I could see the sympathy in his eyes. I stopped myself from sighing. I just smiled. Even though I didn't want to. "I'm good Ron. How are you this morning?", I asked him. He chuckled and smiled. "I'm great, thanks for asking", he said. And after that I just walked farther into the bus. I could feel goosebumps on me. I could feel the eyes on me. And I knew why.

I made my way to a empty seat. Seeing as my normal seat was being taken. At least it wasn't by a girl. It was by one of warrens goons. Just as I was about to sit down. I felt a hand slap my ass. I felt anger bristle in me. I turned around and saw a random guy that I have never met in my life. He smirked at me. "Hey baby. I heard you and that fire guy split. How about you and me go somewhere after school and you show me how those powers of yours work", he said to me. He went to touch my hand. But I gripped his wrist. I could feel the cold burning in my veins. "How about when hell freezes over? And the only time I'll be showing you how my powers work is when I freeze that tiny little thing in between your legs. You fucking perv!", I growled at him.

I calmed down when I felt a feminine hand on my shoulder. I turned my head and saw Layla. She gave me a soft look. "Calm down Allie-Cat", she told me soothingly. I closed my eyes and sighed through my nose and out of my mouth. I let go of the guys wrist. I clenched my fist and walked farther into the bus. I sat down on a seat that had no one else in it. Good. I lifted my legs up so I could shove my head in between my legs. I need to calm  down. But before I could. I felt something hit the back of my head. I looked up in confusion and saw a crumbled up ball of paper. I picked it up from the ground and read it. "Are you okay Allie?", it was in his chicken scratch writing. I turned my head around and saw him looking at me. He looked concerned. I gave him a half a smile. And a thumbs up before I turned back around and looked out the window.

I really didn't want to go to school. Since I had most of my classes with him and I had to sit with him. Oh give me the strength to get through this day. I don't think I can. Especially being that close to him and not being able to kiss him or hold him or hold his hand. I know I'm hurting both of us but I know what I'm doing is good for him. And I'll learn to get used to it. I know I am.