Forever still stands Warren Peace LS (Book 2)

I love you

Warren's POV

I woke up, feeling something laying down on my chest. I cracked my eyes opened. Only to have the sun blinding me in the eyes. I softly groaned. I closed my eyes again and rubbed them with the free hand I had. I opened them once again once they were adjusted to the light. I blinked once and twice. I then looked down at the mop of hair that was laying on top of my chest. I smiled sadly once I remembered last night. I had thought it was a dream. But no, I had made love to the one girl I love with all my heart. But I frowned once my heart gave out a squeeze of pain. Knowing that after today, I will lose her. I won't be able to kiss her, tell her I loved her, hug her as tightly as I can. I can't even be as close as I once was. Seeing as friends don't do that. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes.

I knew she didn't want to. But she saw that I was neglecting our relationship, our bond. I was never there for her. And she's always there for me. Especially now, she thinks if we break up, I'll be able to follow my dreams. What she doesn't understand is that she is my dream. From the minute I met her. She had became my dream. She will always foremost stay my forever and always. Even if always doesn't always work out. She'll always be my forever. Forever still stands for us.

I hope.

I know she still loves me. I know she does. I can feel it. She loves me so much to let me go. But I don't want her to. But I know I can't change her mind. When she has her mind on something. She won't change it. No matter how much I want to. I sighed and clenched my eyes closed. I should have saw that I wasn't spending any time with her. That I was spending more time at the studio instead of with her. Lydias always on my ass because of it. I want to quit so much. I do. So I can be back with my one true love. But I know my beautiful princess would never let me. She'll think I quit because of her. It will never be because of her. It's my choice. But I know if I do this. She'll be angry with me.

I sighed again and pressed a kiss to her forehead. So beautiful, even when she sleeps. Messy hair and all. She'll always stay beautiful to me. "I love you", I whispered to her. I clenched my eyes closed as hard as I could. I couldn't cry here. I didn't want to wake her up. I just wanted to bask in this moment. Knowing after today. I'll have to let her go. I hope to god in the future that she'll let me love her again. Because, my heart will always be hers. No other girl, just her. I don't think I'll even look at another girl once today is over with. I'll just miss her to much.

I wish I could beg her to stay. To stay mine still. I wish I could beg and promise her that I'll put her first. That I'll quit so we can have all the time in the world. But I can't. It's out of my hands. She'll never let me change her mind. It's silly, really, I can't do a thing about it. Because I love her to much to argue with her. I don't want to break her heart more then I've already had. I couldn't keep the tears in. I could already feel them rolling down my cheeks. I hurt the one woman I promised myself that I wouldn't hurt. And now look what I did.

I selfishly hurt the one person who matters the most to me. The one I've always wanted a future with. The future mother of our children. I sniffled softly. How could she still love me after everything I've done to her? She should hate me. I always told her that I would put her first. And yet, it doesn't look like I am. I'm not the man I promised her I would be. I let the fame get to me head. And I left her in the dust. I left her behind. How could I do that to her?

I pressed another kiss to her forehead lightly. I froze when I felt her move. Her arm moved from in between us and on top of my chest. I tilted my head to the side. That's new.

How did I not see that new tattoo? God, I'm so blind. I shook my head and wrapped my arms around her tightly. At least we have this time, with each other. I still have you for a few more hours. And I'm going to make the most of it. "You are my world. My life, my heart and everything more. I'm so sorry my love. I know you won't change your mind. But I'll make it up to you, one day. I love you so much. You have my heart and my soul. And no other girl can change that. I would put everything behind me for you, but I know you won't let me. Baby girl, you are my world. My dream, you are the woman I want to marry and have a life with", I whispered to her. I smiled sadly as I felt her snuggle more into my chest.

Her in all her glory. The one and only time I will see it. Oh baby, I will always be here for you. Whenever you need me. Even if we aren't together. I will always be here for you. Like you would always do for me. Nothing can change that. I would give you the moon, the stars and the whole damn world for you. Just because you asked for it. Because you are my world.