untitled: trixie and katya

chapter twenty three

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katyas pov

i looked up at the big metal doors. the last time i was here it was me on the stretcher. i pushed open the door, and walked into the chaotic ER. i nearly slipped, and almost threw up when i realize it was in what was probably trixies blood.

"may i help you?" the receptionist looked up at me. she looked as if she hadnt slept in days. i began to think about her life and if she is as close to the edge as trixie.

"im here for trixie, trixie mattel, she was brought in a few minutes ago."

"what is your relation to her?"

"her friend, and roomate, im kind of all she has here."

"you can wait up front."

"is she going to be okay? can i know anything?"

"she is in very critical condition, but the doctors are trying there best."

i began to walk away, i felt so numb. i began to feel the pain my mother mustve felt hearing the same words. she has to be okay.

i sat in the cold office for hours. patients of many varieties came and went. it was so cold.

soon a doctor walked out of the ER. his blue scrubs were stained with blood.

"excuse me miss?"

i got up from my chair, "zamo, ms. zamo."

"are you trixie's friend?"

"i am."

"she got really lucky ms.zamo. you found her just in time. shes going to make it, but its going to take some recovery time. she has a total of 56 stitches on between her arms and legs. she really did a number on herself. after recovery i must suggest she is admitted to a mental hospital for at least a couple weeks."

"anything, i just want her to be okay."

"shes still sleeping off the anesthetics, but you can see her if youd like."

"please."

he gestured for me to follow him into the back. i followed closely, the hallway seemed colder and more depressing than the waiting room.

"shes in this room, like i said, the anesthetics havent worn off, she needs to rest."

i nodded and thanked him.

despite everything she had gone through, she was still so beautiful.

i sat next to her and grabbed her hand, "oh trix, you really scared the hell out of me you know that? i shouldntve left you, trix i wont leave you again. youll have to kill me to get me away. and even then im going to come back and haunt your ass," i chuckled and began to become teary eyed," i know you are asleep, but trixie mattel i watched you for months, admiring for afar, then you came into my life like a whirlwind, the best whirlwind. i felt like id already known you for my whole life. you made me happier than anyone had in a long time. i do have a crush on you, and after all we have been through trix, i love you. and if i wouldve lost you i dont think i could've lived with myself."

trixie squeezed my hand. i put my head down to her hand and began to sob. she slowly stroked her thumb against my hand. in that moment, i knew she heard everything id said, but i didnt regret a thing.