Welcome To Wonderland (MHA/BNHA x Villain Male Reader)

9. Machine

Who are you?!- I say as I walk back a few steps -I know you don't remember me but its good to see you again, after all this time- -Are you one of the kids that they killed and experimented on?- -Yes but I am more than that, well to you I was more than that or so I believe- -...you are just a ghost from my past a memory- I open my dorm room and walk into it locking it up -Look at me- The guys said as he appears in front of me, grabbing my face and putting it close to him -Look Y/N I used to be the most important person in your life... please remember me... remember what we use to be- As he said that I felt his lips on mine, I push them quickly but they had disappeared -Wha...- I was interrupted by memory, I was on the darkroom that was once my cell chain up like an animal once again I was looking at the ground till -Hey Y/N- The same guy from before appearing he had pair of cat ears and a cat tail that moved side to side as he saw me -I brougth you something- He pulled out a little piece of bread and candy -...thank you- I say almost in a whisper, he sat down next to me, and put his hand on to of my I was still chain up but I was relax -You know you should stop teleporting here Namir- -I know but I just want to see you- -Y/N do you remember the rest of the guys?...- -Who?- -You know Alexandra, Elisabeth, Collela and Kumo o yeah and that kid with rabit ears- -I have no clue who you are talking about, or who are those people- -...What did they do to you how don't you remember there were your friends- -I don't know?- -they have disappeared I have asked the guards and scientist but they all dismiss me when I ask- -Yeah I don't who are those people- He stood up mad -What they were your friends, Kumo thought you how to sew while you drank tea with the rest of us- -You are scaring me Namir- I saw myself walk a little bit back, when the silence was broken by a group of guards that came busting throw the door -Namir!- A doctor said shouting -Take him I think Y/N is ready for the transplant- The doctor said as she pointed at us and a group of arm guards pointed there guns at us -No!- I pull out my sword and stay infront of Namir -Is that Elisabeths swords?!- I try to kill the guard but the docotor ended up electrocuting me, I saw as we were both put in in this surgical beds -I love you Y/N I am sorry- As he said that I saw them cut his throath, I saw myself cry and try to scream but I was quickly drug out- everything went black the only thing I could feel is the pain of needles and cts from those knifes going throw my skin and flesh, the pain is unberable I could also feel like how my bones were played with my body was a play ground for those doctors -Do you remember me now- -Yes...what happened to the rest of them, the our friends?- -They...killed them- I could see the dead bodies of the other kids Collela and the rabbit boy were bloody they no longer had their ears, the girls were holding hands and were torn apart limb from limb only there hands remaining -I am going to throw up- -I know you have kill but at least you try to do it fast and to be mercyful Y/N... but please Y/N don't help the league you can do something good- I had tears in my eyes not stoping -NO I can't this is all my fault- -I am finally on my room again I go to the bathroom and... 

TW ⚠⚠ (suicidal thougths and suicidal acctions)⚠⚠⚠⚠

I use my quirk pulling my knife out -No I don't deserve to live I try to cut myself with it but the hands of someone stops me -Todoroki!?- -what are you doing?-he look shock and me wanting to stab myself, but in anger I swing the knife at him -Leave!- -No!- I was in tears I could not see very well my vision was blury from my tears -It should have been me how died not them! I don't deserve to live!- -Y/N What are you talking about!- as todoroki said that he froze my hand to the wall and ran outside to call for help,I hit the Ice repeatedly breaking it as I step out of the bathroom I saw todoroki and some of the girls outside talking to him they all saw me -Y/N! we can help you don't do something wrong!- Uraraka said,I started to walk backwards finally reaching the balcony -I don't deserve to live I am sorry for wasting your time- I ran to it I needed to get to the roof but I can teleport myself my quirks are not working only my base quirk is letting me pull out the knife I jump of the roof, cutting my throat as I fall.