Welcome To Wonderland (MHA/BNHA x Villain Male Reader)

10. Flower Boy

some Spanish music, (The premise is her singing about how alone she feels in this world and after something that happened to her ⚠⚠WARNING being rape⚠⚠⚠⚠ she feels so alone and how her only comfort is herself. Yeah I love Gloria Trevi my parents bother me they say "es music de vieja" ( music for old women) 

I was so scared to be
alone with him.
I started to tremble

when he came closer.I could feel that I wouldn't have will.
As soon as I said "no",
he started to undress me.

And I started to cry
just after the end.
His eyes, his farewell
told me the truth.
Then I knew that he wasn't for me,
but I was for him.

Even if I don't ever see him again.
Even if I don't ever see him again.

Some time after that,
another fear came.
My body changed,
a whole revolution.
I got tired of waiting for
what each month happens.
Then I realized:

something is growing inside me.

And I wish I could cry,
And I wish I could scream
that I feel so alone,
that I can almost swear that my angel abandoned me,
that the sun runs away from me to not witness my pain.
And my greatest comfort
is so scary.

It moves and grows inside me.

The whole house shook when my dad found out.
"You must lose it", he ordered.
Because this "great society"
can't find out.
His punches didn't hurt me
as much as my loneliness did.
She supported
his decisions too.
They told me a thousand times how much I failed them.
I got tired of listening
about how much honor I lost.
A love is what I lost.
But, who cares if I'm sad?
Who cares if I'm sad?

And I wish I could cry,
And I wish I could scream
that I feel so alone,
that I can almost swear that my angel abandoned me,
that the sun runs away from me to not witness my pain.
And my greatest comfort
is so scary.

It moves and grows inside me.

It was hard to decide it, but today I will run away
to some place where the moon isn't cold.
To some place where I can't offend anyone
by only existing.
To some place where innocence can be born.
To some place where innocence can be born.
To some place where he can be born.

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So everyone is on the training grounds again, I just watch as they battle and train their quirks, I haven't used my quirks for a while and I don't plan on using them, I just need my knife, and that it -Hey Y/N!- Kirishima shouted -Try training with us!- He continues as he pointed to Bakugo -I can't I am not allowed- -All might can he train with us? please- Kirishima ask with puppy eyes -... Fine but take care of Y/N ok- -got it, right Bakugo?- -Whatever shitty hair- I stood up and walk slowly to them -Come at me with all you got, got it!? I am trying to improve my quirk- I just ran at him and pull up my knife and attack him While Bakugo creates explosions -Come on Y/N go crazy!- -...-I don't listen, I stop -I think that enough- I start to walk away- Hey come back!-Bakugo demanded as he ran to me and grab me by my shirt -Come on show me how strong you are fucking weirdo- -Bakugo!- Everyone shouted at him -It's ok guys don't worry...and Bakugo you are the strongest here don't worry... since I cannot use my quirks I am the weakest her so find someone who is stronger and fight them ok- I smile at him as I leave he was kind of in shock after I say that, I just walk away and the days continue, At lunch, I went to the rooftop but as always I got followed by everyone, I pretended to not see them they all just look and heard me -*Sigh* Finally the blue sky-  I didn't even eat I just gave a small bit to a cookie I bought from a dispensing machine, I don't know why but this feeling doesn't let me eat or sleep, I just don't have the feeling to do it, I finish and I lay down to look at the sky, I finally fall asleep and as usual the same Image of the dead bodies wakes me up rapidly, making me jump and breath heavily -FUCK! I can't continue doing this...Why does that image still appear in my head?- I had my hands to my face till I notice that, the entire class was on the rooftop -What the hell!?- I look at them and they all panic I think they thought I would sleep for a longer time -S...s....sorry Y...Y/N - Midoriya said -It's fine- I smile at them I just leave them be and I return to class early. The day's end and I don't go back to the dorms I decide to go outside, I still notice that some students are following me the more sneaky ones, Hagakure, Tsu, Koda, and Momo. I walk throw the city till I make it a nicer calmer place where I see a flower shop with a sign that says *looking for employees * I go in it's really pretty, there are a lot of flowers -O hello young man are you looking for something in special?- an old lady ask - No thank you, I was wondering if I could work here...I know that I am very young but please I need this I don't really care how much you pay me- -...Ok sure come here- She signals me with her hand to come to the back of the flower shop -Here you can start today I just need you to just unpack some stuff, and then I need you to go to the front desk to receive some clients, ok?- -Got it- I begin to unpack stuff it was easy I then proceeded to go the front desk just to see Koda, Tsu, Hagakure and Momo -Can you attend our clients, please? - -No problem... I go to the front desk where a small notebook is located, I open it and see a bunch of orders display on it, I grab a pen that is next to it -So what will you order?- I say as I smile at them -Um... Orchids- Momo said, I smile at her and write it down *Momo Yayorozu, Orchids* -Any request, a note or something else?- -No thank you- -How is he doing this just yesterday he got released?- Hagakure whispered, They actually left I continue to be there with the old lady in the shop for a couple of hours till it was night time -Good job young man, I guess you are still in school so please come at 3:15 and start working please, I am old and I can barely work here alone- -Got it, and thank you for this opportunity- -No problem and we will discuss the money tomorrow, so don't worry hun- She smiled at me as she patted my back she is so small and compares to here I look giant, I head back to the dorms to see everyone in the first floor watching a movie -Hi Y/N- I heard Denki say -Hi- -where were you?- Sero continues to ask -O nowhere special just working- -Can he do that!?- they ask, everyone, nodded -But why?- Mina asks -O nothing special I just want to experience life- I know the truth I just want to et enough money to leave school and live, I don't want to be a hero or a villain, in any case, I just want to live the life that was taken from me and is still being taken away from me -What does the teacher think about this?- Jirou asks nervously -I don't know but it's not like I do anything dangerous or deadly, I just work with an old lady at a flower shop- I walk away as I don't bother to turn back around and go to my room, I head to the bathroom and go for the hidden-phone and I notice there a bunch of messages and lost calls from the league -I am sorry but I don't need you or vise versa breaking the phone in half and throwing it down the toilet, it break it enough for it to go smoothly *knock* - Coming- I walk to the door and see Bakugo -Hi?- -Hey idiot how are you doing!?- -I am good thanks for asking I started to walk to where my plushies were and put them in the trash -Hey! what are you doing!?- He sounded mad as he saw me throw them into the trash -What? this I don't need them and they bring bad stuff to my head- -...- -So that's it you just came to check on me?- -No idiot!- I look at him confuse and the only thing he apparently thought to do at that moment was to leave me like an idiot -...- I took the trash back with the plushies to the trashcan outside the dorms, and go to sleep or try to, I just want to leave I don't want to feel guilty any more this guilt is consuming me whole I can't stop it, At least the good thing was that I don't see them any more Ghosts or whatever they were, they are gone, with the rest of my memories, I don't really remember a thing just the moments they let me see, I am just tired I just want to stop and let my problems go, well at least at the flower shop I get to see the most beautiful flowers, while I open the boxes the Old lady ask me to do I discover an old book well it looked old but it was about flower and every flower in the planet, I think -Well better start reading- I began to read about flowers and looking at their pictures of the flowers by now I really like all flowers but my favorites got to be -(f/v), Hyacinths, Lilies, and Orchids, they are so pretty... What time is it by the way?- I look and I see it almost six -I did not sleep at all... Did I really almost finish this book in one night... *Yawn* I am going to go take a shower - I go out and see Iida outside -Hi Iida- he turns around and with his usual robotic hand movement he salutes me trying not to make any noise, So I take a long shower and get dressed up I go downstairs and grab a mandarin from the fridge -This will be enough for the day- It still pretty early so I just go to school I think it's 7 now so the school must be open, I don't know why but every time I go out I feel the need to take a deep breath I like the way the wind and the air feels and how it smells even do it doesn't smell at all its nice, I make my way to the classroom seeing that nobody is there even Iida is back at the dorms -Good thing I brought this book- I say as I open the book to the page I left off -Should I learn how to grow plants?... Maybe- -Are you talking to yourself weirdo?- -...Yes is there a problem with that- -Yeah you look fucking dumb- -O...Ok sorry- -...What the hell since when did you become such a weakling, where is that attitude, the cocky killer attitude!?- -...- without knowing it I began to shake -I...I'm sorry- -Tch- Bakugo grabs my book and starts looking throw it -Hey give it back, please?- -What a loser- -If you are asking were my behavior or how I was in the past...It died the day I was sent to the hospital- He just look at me almost with a guilty look -Can I have my book back?- -Tch- he gave it back gently, Everyone came one by one -Jirou, may I request something from you?- -Y...yeah- -Would you be so kind to help me discover music or show me your favorite kind of music- I smile at her softly making her stutter and blush -S...sure Y..Y/N- -Thank- -I can show you my favorite music to Y/N- Mina shouted -O me to Mon Cheri- Aoyama said - I smile at them and thanked them, the school was, as usual, having boring classes, going to lunch alone till it was time to go -Y/N may I have a word with you- Aizawa said -Yes what is it Mr. Aizawa- He looked kind of shock that I use his name since I always called him by his hero name -Why are you suddenly working?- -...because I want to know how it feels... and can I say something else?- -Sure..- -I am so sorry Mr. Aizawa for how I treated you and how I behave myself with you... you were only trying to help me out and I thank you fall all that... It getting late I need to go to work Bye sensei- I waved as I headed out running to the flower shop making it in time -Hello?- -O hi dear, I will go out so please take care of the shop for me, there will be people coming here to pick up some others they are in the back for you just to give them out- -Understood- -Bye sweety- -Bye- I stayed there Looking at the flowers as I waited for the clients. When someone that looks oddly familiar enters the shop.