"in another life time, mi amor." // quackityxreader fanfic // please read desc!!

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TW/// signs of anxiety/panic attack, mention of court, mention of abusive parent, fast food, sign for help, strong language

(disclaimer, i did use "bad" instead of his real name because he does not like people using it! use 'bad' as a nickname in this story.)
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"coming!!" alex says, holding my hand to walk upstairs.
"alex, y/n. darling. its probably your mother, be careful. me and alexs mother will be behind you guys."

oh my fuck. i thought my mom was at the police station. i- did she get out? did she lie about going there? was it all a set up? did they just let her go? what. is. happening.

"mi amor. im right here. its okay."

everything starts to go blurry and spinny, almost like i was twirled around for like 30 minutes. my heart was beating out of my chest, my hands were shaky. i was at a loss of breath. i never want to see her again. ever.

"deputy evans here. you are ms. y/l/n, correct? i was given the address of 'alex'?"
"yes sir. for both." i say with fear in my voice.
"alright ma'am. you're mom is being interviewed and unfortunately you and alex will have to show to court, along with Nick and alex's dads name. is everything confirmed that this will happen and the people will show?"
"yes sir" alexs father, alex, and i say at the same time. alex texts nick and tells him about the situation and he replies with "yes of course." with that being said. i have 2 of my best friends and one of their fathers, going to court. because. of my. mom. fuck her.

3:46PM.

"hey. everythings gonna be okay." alex says while im laying a-top his dora/flower bed placements. they were weird but insanely comfortable. the tears in my eyes would not stop forming but not falling.

"thank you. um. im so sorry for all of this, i just wish i could've handled it on my own and not having to bring someone i love so dearly into it."
"no,no, don't apologize. please. its severe abuse and almost murder, i don't think there was any way you would have survived with out anyone." he says, with so much passion in his voice but so empty at the same time. almost as if it was he was trying to hide his feelings to make me feel better.
i give him a ':/' look and turn to my right side and get on my phone. the texts still pulled up in the most recently used app. seeing the text and some of its details again, bringing fear back into my body.
i go onto instagram and see 'sapnapinsta'
a picture of sapnap and his pc set up, with the caption saying "hey guys, i want to make this public everywhere so im posting this here first. i will be taking a break for about a week or 2. alot of things are happening between my friends and personal things and we are all included. thank you all for understanding, love you!"

fuck.

'quackity'
bio reading "taking a break: between 1-2 weeks. im sorry taylor😔"

'karljacobs_'
he reposted sapnaps post.

what have i done.

"everyones taking a break now? because of this?"
"yup." alex says, in a monotone voice but saddened.
"why?"
"its alot. and having streaming and making content in general just adds stress."
"oh."
"yeah, get some rest. its early but you're literally beaten and physically and mentally wore out. so please."
"i- okay."

i took a nap for about an hour and a half. i woke up to shoulder being shook.
"ey' eyyy man. mannnnnnn you needa wake yo ass uppppp man." i heard, with an exaggerated mexican accent.
"what the fuck." i say tiredly.
"HAHAHAH WAKE UP" alex says excitedly and giggling.
"why whats-" alex cuts me off
"we're going to karls and nicks gonna be there and clay and maybe even bad!" alex says with a big smile with his straight white teeth, shining.
"ugh fine" i say while stretching out my limbs.
"LETS GOOOOOOOO" he says loudly.

we run upstairs and get in the car, while leaving the house, we say our goodbyes to alex's parents.
we drive down the street on the left and take two right turns. we would then pass a mcdonalds that alex stops at to get food. 
he orders:
2 McChicken Sandwiches
5 Large Fries
2 6 Piece Chicken Nuggets
2 Fish-O-Fillets
5 Large Sprites

$31.65

"oh shit. y/n do you have a five dollar bill on you?"
"um. i didnt take anything from the house but my bag when everything happened. but i might."
i deeply but quickly look through my bag. he pulls up to the window to pay since the people behing us were honking. i scramble through the back some more and at the bottom of the back, scrunched up, was a $5 bill. i quickly shove it into alex's soft hand that was open infront of me.

"that will be $31.65 sir." the cashier says, look beside alex to look at me, for some reason.
"here you go!" alex says politely, handing the person the money.
"honey.." the cashier says softly.
"uh- yes?"
the cashier does the sign for help with their right hand. i shake my head no.
"i got scratched up skating, im okay" i say with a smile.
"oh okay. just making sure! have a nice day" they say, looking stressed.
we get it to the window where we collect the food.
we get three bags and a drink carrier. we find places to put the food and drinks without it spilling or tipping.

we leave mcdonalds and start heading to nicks house again. it took about 10 minutes at the mcdonald's so we had about 20 minutes to be a nicks house because of the time alex had told him.

"we're almost here, is there anything you need before we go inside like i don't know uh, tampons or pads, refill of a drink or something? if you don't right now, dont be scared to ask please."
"oh- uh no i don't right now. thank you alex"
"no problem" he says planting a kiss atop my head "come on"

OKAY IM SO SORRY FOR IT TAKING SO LONG TO MAKE A NEW CHAPTER. um my mental health has not been its best, uh probably at its worst atm. but ive been wanting to get this done, next chapter will have more fun stuff i promise:)

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