"in another life time, mi amor." // quackityxreader fanfic // please read desc!!

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CW-TW///mention of eating disorder & food, strong language, yelling, lying, mention of cheating, mention of y/ns abusive mother,
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"what is it al-?"
"its from sap."
"nick? what- why?"
"sapnap- nick yeah whatever nick sap. why is he sending me shit?!"
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i know whats in the bag. oh god.
"earth to y/n..."
"sorry! uh i dont know."

q opens the bag that nick had sent and his face went white.

"im done."
"alex wait-!"

alex runs downstairs to his room and shuts the door and locks it. bringing the bag with him.
i wait sitting with my back up against the door for about 5 minutes before i heard the facetime dialing noise.

"hey q." nick said with a monotone voice.
"i dont know what you're fucking problem is but im tired of you saying shit about y/n." alex also speaking in a monotone voice.
"dude- im just telling you theyre not good for you man!"
"THEN WHY DID YOU SEND ME A PICTURE OF YOU KISSING THEM" alex screams.
shivers go down my spine. that is not what i thought was in the bag.
"BECAUSE YOU NEED TO KNOW THEYRE CHEATING ON YOU"
"THEYRE NOT CHEATING ON ME MAN. THATS NOT EVEN THEM."
"whatever you say — " nick says as the line cuts, from sap hanging up.

"fucking bitch..." alex saying under his breath.

i softly knock on his locked door
"alex?" i say hesitantly
"what y/n" he says
"can i please come in?" i say sweetly
"ye- you know what yeah!" he yells.
"i-"
"yeah i know you heard. explain it." he says shoving the picture in my face.
"thats not me. i dont know who it is and i dont know why hes doing this to you but its not me."
"why should i believe you?"
"because? i dont know. but its really not me love-"
"dont, 'love' me."
"its not me alex."
"okay."
"okay" i say, leaving the room a few seconds after.

"hey sweet girl!!" alex's mom says to me as i walk from the downstairs bedroom.
"hi!" i say with an obvious fake smile
"can i speak with you privately?"
"yes maam." i say, walking towards a back room with his mom.
"your mom um. is getting out of a jail soon."
"what? its been less than a month! i dont want to see her again."
"i know, i know."
"wh-"
"listen sweet baby." she says holding my hands together in hers "we're going to be going to court-"
"we already were?"
"listen amor, we're going to be going to court, for custody of you."
"oh my god."
"if thats what you want"
"you're not going to be adopting me or anything are you?"
"no no, just getting custody of you so we can take care of you and make sure you're safe" she says with a soft smile.
"oh okay thank you i just-"
"i know about you and alex sweetie, i wouldnt want to do anything to make that bad in this case basically illegal" she says laughing
"haha right. again, thank you so much" i say ramming into her arms with mine, intertwining our arms into a hug.
"alright, go see if my boy is okay, alright?" she says patting my shoulder
"okay" i say smiling.

after about 30 minutes of speaking with alexs mother, i head back to his room to check up on him.

*soft knocking* "alex?"
"yes?"
"hey look,"
"no."
"alex please! it wasnt me-"
he kisses me lightly, more of pecking but slow. putting his soft hand onto my cheek.
"okay. its okay. it just, hurts to hear well see. ill be okay"
"alex? are you sure?"
"yes" he says with an disingenuous smile.
"i know when you lie. but if you dont want to talk about it right now, you dont have to."
"thanks."
"mhm" i say smiling, giving him a hug, then exiting the room, heading back upstairs to the kitchen and sit down while the parents cook.

6:40PM.

"dinner!" alexs father yells from the kitchen.
as im sitting at their island, i hear heavy, angry sounding footsteps coming up the steps.
"hola mi amor!!" his mother says to him.
"hola mamá" he says, almost sad sounding.
"hey hey." she says rubbing her thumb on his cheek "are you okay sweet boy? you're flushed"
"yes i am fine mamá."

it was so clearly obvious he had cried. theres no way he didnt. his eyes were red and puffy, his skin was pale, his voice was cracking. he had cried.

"your mother made some chicken with some tamales, is that alright? if not we have some bum ass junk food in the pantry" alexs father said jokingly
"okay" alex said, with no tone or anything just- said it.
"okay thank you" i said quietly, making the area more awkward.

*bzz*

Nick

hey um. ignore alex.
Sent 6:47PM.

fuck you.
Read 6:47PM
get over it.
Sent 6:48PM

GET OVER IT?!
go fuck yourself nick.
Read 6:49PM

"y/n... sweetheart. hi! you need to get a plate and eat"
"oh im- im not hungry"
"you sure-?" alexs mother gets cut off
"you havent eaten all day. you're eating." alex says almost mad at me.
"i- im not hungry, ill eat later" i say while walking away, alex pulling my arm making me basically fall i to his arms —

"you need to eat darling." he whispers "i know its hard. but you're perfect. you need to eat mi amor, please."
"okay " i whipser back, blushing scarlet.

i get a plate and put some food on it, just enough i would say. about a pinch of corn, half a piece of a chicken strip, a pinch of green string beans and a slice of tomato — perfect:)

"y/n." alex says softly, cupping my jaw.
"yes?" i say with a smile
he whispers in my ear "im proud of you, but thats not enough food". i know he meant good intentions but it hurt.
"atleast im eating at all alex"
"i-i know and im proud of you! so so proud! mom,dad! arent you proud of y/n?!" he says gradually getting louder as he calls for his parents.
"uh- yes we are!" alexs mother yells.
"see." alex whispers.
"okay. ill get a tad more food." i whisper softly to him while sitting my head on his shoulder.
"thank you sweet girl, im so so proud of you. unbelievably proud."
"thank you precious boy" i said with a big smile.

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"ALRIGHT ALRIGHT HUN STOP YELLING" alexs mother says to alexs father who was yelling at the football game on the tv.
"you guys want anything else to eat? we have plenty left!" alexs mother says to us
"no thank you" i say sweetly.

we head down to alex's room and he gets on his pc and answers discord messages from george and karl skipping over sapnaps message.
"you still have one"
"aware." he says in a monotone voice
"oh- okay"
i sit and scroll through instagram

sapnapinsta

*picture of sapnap and karl*

"OH SHIT" i yell.
"what?" alex says concerned.
"oh nothing! i just- i just lost on a game!"
"right."
"yeah"

"y/n..."
"yes?"
"can we talk?"
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HEY GUYS OK. SO I WAS GONNA ADD MORE BUT I WAS LIKE... LETS ADD IT TO THE NEXT CHAPTER:) IF YOU DIDNT SEE THE MESSAGE I SENT OUT, THIS PART OF THE STORY IS GOING TO BE ENDING SOON, IM SO EXCITED FOR THE SECOND PART.

Q: SHOULD I MAKE A SEPARATE BOOK OR SHOULD I MAKE A SEPARATE SECTION OF CHAPTERS IN THIS BOOK?

vote?

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