Tommy one-shots (ON HOLD)

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TW: Self harm, eating disorder, suicide and self degrading.

In this the sleepy bois live close to each other.

I'm just spinning around in my chair having a pretty good day. 'Maybe i'll post a picture on instagram!' I open up instagram on my phone and take a picture with my LED lights on I captioned it "SO many women in my room, please like." I then posed it and scrolled through some posts, before moving to twitter and of course the first tweet I see is 'Building the bee and boo hotel with Ranboo'

'What about me.. We never play anymore.' I tried to ignore it by scrolling but was met with more tweets i didn't want to see. 'Big plot lore happening right now.' - Dream 

'I feel like i've been written out of the script because there hasn't been any lore written for me in a while.' 

They find you annoying that's why

you are also getting quite pudgy 

there all skinny, they don't want to be next to someone so fat.         

I kept repeating those thoughts until I found myself in the washroom, I opened up the cabinet where my blade is and took it out. 

-Self harm trigger warning-

1 cut turned into 2 that turned into 5, 5 turned into 10 deep cuts and before I knew it blood was dripping down my arm onto the tile floor, everything became fuzzy then black.

Once I woke up I felt confused and uncomfortable. 'What am i doing in the bathroom?" that question did stick for long when I saw the cut's on my wrists and the small puddle of blood under my arm. 'Fuck sakes' I got up and took my bloodied shirt off, cleaned my wrist then put on a schlatt hoodie that was hanging on a rack. 'I'll clean the blood puddle soon I need to eat.'  I walked out of the bathroom and downstairs.

-End's here-

'Tommy, don't eat.'

'You are so fat, i'm helping you.' 

'You will be more likeable if you don't eat.'

I sighed and walked back upstairs to see my phone ringing so I ran over and picked it up. 

"Hello?" 

"Tommy! Oh my god! Where have you been?? We've been trying to call you all afternoon!" Wilbur said 

"Why didn't you just come to my house. Also I was sleeping I took a nap."

Not technically a lie. 

"I'm not going to walk to your house for something like this." 

I just hummed, "Well i'm fine, bye Wil."

"Bye kid, stay safe." 

I hung up and went back on twitter scrolling through a few tweets before seeing Wil's tweet it says 'These people won't leave me alone.' With an attached picture with Wil, Phil and pig emoji covering Techno.

'Well now I know why Wil didn't just stop by my house.' 

Tommy they don't care. 

They want you to die. 

They never wanted you to be apart of the SBI

Did you know the dream team also hates you, everyone wants you dead.

Let's make their wish come true! 

It's so tempting, everyone hates me i'd be doing good by them if I died.

So do it

'Fine..'

I grabbed a paper and wrote my goodbye's I also wrote which bridge i'm at so it'll make finding my body easier I also gave them an explanation on why then took off to the bridge I walked for a decent amount of time before making it to the bridge.

-Wilbur's POV-  

Me and the other sleepy bois are at Tommy's door right now not even going to knock we just walked in and started yelling for Tommy it concerned me when he didn't yell back so I ran to his room, not there, I ran to his bathroom blood puddle and a blade.. but not there I went back to his room and searched around his room soon stumbling upon a note i didn't read much just saw it said at the bridge on #### st. I ran down the stairs and told everyone to start running to that bridge it's not too far away I ran the fastest making it there in no time. There he is Tommyinnit on the other side of the rail on the bridge. I snuck up behind his and wrapped my arms around him so he can't jump.  

"Tommy, please don't do this." Phil and Techno had just made it staring a look of horror on there faces 

"No, no, no I will be jumping I can't take it anymore." He tried to pry my hand's off of him but i'm much stronger than him, he looks very malnourished too.  

"Tommy, get off the edge please, we all love you and don't want you to die. You are to young." 

'Wait he's malnourished I can easier lift im over!' I moved my hand under his armpits in one swift motion then pulled him over the edge and into my embrace. "I'm not letting go until I deem necessary, TEchno and Phil joined the hug. All of us in tears.