Tommy one-shots (ON HOLD)

Forgotten (⚠️ANGST⚠️)

TW!! Degrading thoughts, smoking, swearing and suicide.

They all live in the same area**

Okay! SO I know its late but I needed to write this before I forgot :) 

They taught us to fear the dark.

(Remember this it'll make sense at the end ;) )

"WILLLL, please give me diamonds!!" I said as my minecraft character beat him with a potato. 

(c;) 

"hmmmmm.. How about.. No." 

"Ughhhh, fine i'll just ask Philza." I spam in the chat 'Phil join vc 2' and not to long later Phil joins. "Phil, Wilbur wont give me diamonds and I really need diamonds!" 

"Sorry kid, sounds like a you problem." as Phil said that Derek joins the call, I hate him. He has raven hair, deep blue eyes, a british accent and he's a minor. "Hey derek!!" Phil said over enthusiastically.

"Hello, Mr. minecraft!" As soon as Derek started talking I zoned out, he joined the smp three months ago and was immediately allowed into sleepy bois, everyone loves him..

He has better looks. 

You are annoying, he isn't. 

he's kind you are rude for no reason. 

I don't know how long I zoned out for, it doesn't matter anyways because they didn't seem to notice there all busy with Derek. 

"Alright guys I have to go." I say, I wait for a moment but I get no reply they keep talking to derek so I just leave the call and lean back in my chair. 'What do I do now?' 

Let's go eat something then throw it up!

Why would I do that, that's just a waste..

Fine we don't have to, I thought it would be fun but whatever..  

I let my thoughts run wild, reminding me about all the times over these past three months they've ditched me for Derek, they did a meet up without me. I got up grabbing smokes and walked outside immediately lighting a smoke and popping it in my mouth I started walking down the street, I walked for about an hour lighting smoke after smoke until someone tapped on my shoulder. 

"What?" I said coldly without turning around. 

"Tommy? Why the fuck are you smoking first and second why haven't you been picking up your phone." A monotone voice said from behind me I turned around expecting to only see techno but I saw Phil, Wil and Derek to. 

'Great they get to see me like this.' I have bags drooping under my eyes and my cheekbones are slightly visible plus I reek of smoke "Thats none of your fucking business."

"Actually it kind-" Techno was about to finish his sentence but Derek spoke up.

"Lets just go he seems angry, let him cool down." 

"Yeah let's go we'll call him later." Phil said in a bitter tone. 

They pushed passed me and I just started walking back to my house it took awhile but I made it and once I made it I had made up my mind on my next move and went upstairs opening discord and going to the sleepy bois chat.

Tommyinnit: The voices in my head weren't pleasant they made me hurt myself, they made me feel miserable almost as miserable as when you guys would ditch me for Derek but at least they stayed. 

My last message. 

I got up and walked to the bathroom pulling out a pill bottle taking every pill in the bottle and swallowing them, everything starts going dark I'm becoming weaker.

 "I now welcome darkness it surround me and hugs me like it cares unlike everyone else." I then collapsed and everything went dark. (Remember from the start)

Lifeless on the floor, with one last breath. but a smile painted on his face as he fell into a never ending sleep.

Meanwhile his discord..

Techno: We never left you?? Also why are you talking in past tense??

Phil: What voices?

Techno: Tommy?

Techno Tommy I swear to god answer the phone or else i'll walk over to your house. 

26 missed calls from 'Sleepy bois inc'

 Phil: We are coming over. 

Derek: I'm sure he's fine he's just over reacting

Wil: What's going on?? 

Techno: We're going to Tommy's lets go. 

At Tommy's 

(Techno's POV) 

I scanned the whole downstairs then went upstairs and went through every room finally going to the bathroom..and there layed Tommy pale, dead. The once happy Tommyinnit looking so broken and fragile. 

"PHIL AND WIL GET UP HERE!!" I almost broke into tears but i couldn't I just collapsed beside the boy Phil was the first there then Wil, Wil was in tears but Phil didn't waste time he dialed emergency services. 

-Time skip to ✨ angst ✨-

I'm sat outside the boys room stuck in my head until I heard the door open then close, Phil rushed over to see what the doctor had to say as did Wil. The words the doctor was about to say haunted me. 

"He didn't make it." 

It's all our fault.. The Tommyinnit is gone and it's our fault. 'You will never be forgotten.'