@itslucyyinnitt here's the sbi content you wanted c:
also I just added that song because it's such a good song!!
TW: Depressing thoughts and talk of past abuse.
-3rd person-
Tommy lays there no motivation to get up. It's 10:37 pm he hasn't eaten anything yet. Don't get the wrong idea though it's not an eating disorder he just has no energy to get up today. He feels to numb, his mind is a mess and so is he. Being in his head all day hasn't been all to bad up until now.
-Flashback to abuse is going to happen right now!-
-Flashback and Tommy's POV-
"So Tommy what's the new 'Best minecraft mod this week?" Phil asked stifling a laugh.
"Well I was thinking.. we could do a no gravity mod?"
"That does sound nice but how am I supposed to do my insanity ark/bit?" Wilbur whined.
"I don't know maybe say you're going to marry a cloud, and take over the server with said cloud?"
"... Tommy you are a FUCKING genius."
"OH! TRUST ME I KNOW!" I said in my usual loud voice.. I knew I royally fucked up when I did that.
-Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump-
-Knock-knock-
I clicked where I though the turn mic off button was while spinning in my chair to face the door already knowing what was about to happen. The sound of the door colliding with my wall hashly filled my room.
"Hello, sir." I looked up and made sure there was no glass anywhere.. My bed is clear the nightstand beside it is clear my setup is clear as well, I should be fine.
"Thomas do you realize how loud you where being?"
"I do sir, i'm so sorry. i'll keep it down."
"It's too late. You've angered me Thomas, get up." I hesitantly stood up.
"Come here." I walked over to him. He slapped me across the face then grabbed the collar of my shirt and lifted me up.
"Now you are going to listen to me and you are going to listen well. I'm going to be nice this time but next time you will have worse consequences." He then shoved me against the wall and walked up to me, he kneeled in front of me and grabbed my jaw jerking it to the right making me hit the side of my head. He then punched my face the same way he slapped me.
"F..fuck"
"What's that Thomas?"
"N..Nothing sorry sir."
"That's what I thought." He grabbed my neck and closed off my breathing pipes for god knows how long it felt like days, I was thrashing around my vision was going dark, everything felt so surreal.. 'Is this death?' everything went dark. The last thing I heard was his sinister laugh.
-End of flashback and end of trigger-
I finally got up out of bed dragging myself to the door, slowly cracking it open. I shuffled out of my room and down the stairs.
"Hey kid.. How are you doing? When I went to check on you, you were just lying there staring at the ceiling and wouldn't respond." Phil spoke softly
-Flashback again-
"Oh god.. Please wake up! please respond!!" I could hear him but I couldn't respond.. It's.. Phil? He's come to save me!
"Toms please.. please.. please respond!!" I fought with myself for so long but I won.. I shot my eye's open and took a deep breath.
"Phil.. Phil! How did you know to get here?"
"You didn't mute, and I got your address off Tubbo."
"Thank you so much.." I said almost crying.
-End of flashback-
"Yo Tommy?" Techno said he said giving me a concerned glance.
"I..Uh..No"
"What's going on bugs?" Techno said in a a soft tone.
"It's just a flashback to the last time my dad got his hands on me, he haunts me..I'm just a kid, no kid should be hurt by the person they are supposed to trust." Techno came over and wrapped his arms around me.
"He will never get you back, and if I see that sick fuck i'll make sure he doesn't see another day light." Phil came over and ruffled my hair before pulling me out of Techno's embrace and into his.
"You must remember though we will keep you safe, he won't hurt you ever again." Phil spoke making sure not to raise his voice as it startles me.
"Guysss why wasn't I invited into the hug?" Wilbur says in a jokingly pouty tone as he runs over and bear hugs us.
These people always make my darkest days better.
Alright i'm going to try and make this a daily thing:
HEY! You! Yeah you, you are awesome and i'm so proud of you for waking up and surviving!
You are enough and I bet you light up the room when you walk into it.
Now go eat something, you deserve it! If your mind is saying otherwise then beat it up >:) JKJK that would hurt! Drink something as well!!
Good bye for now you lovely people!
YOU ARE READING
Tommy one-shots (ON HOLD)
FanfictionSome angst some fuff. I won't have a consistent update schedule because this is just for putting ideas down that i've seen. Feel free to give ideas.