Broken{Michael Clifford Fanfic}

✖Chapter 4✖

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I hung out at Calum's all day. It didn't matter because it's Friday. My mom called telling me I had to come home at 1a.m. I told Micheal I had to go and he nodded and we got on the motorcycle. He put earphones in his iPhone and gave me one and my favorite band started playing.

"Are you seriously a Nirvana fan?!"

"Yeah why"

"Because I'm one and I just love them"

"Well I am one too" Then as if we both planned it we both started singing the lyrics to Dumb. It was a fun ride we sung a bunch of songs until we were at my house. I hopped off, gave Michael his helmet, say good bye, and walked in the house. I put my phone on the counter and yelled for my mom.

"MOMMMM" no answer. "MOOOMMM" still no answer I called her five more times and she didn't answer so I called her and her phone started ringing beside me. She goes no where without her phone. I walked into her room. There she was lying on the floor. Blood pooling around her head. I started tearing up. I ran over to her and shook her. She did nothing. She wasn't breathing. I sprinted downstairs and called 911. My hands were shaking so bad I messed up 4 times. The lady answered and I told her what is going on and she is sending police. I ran back upstairs and hugged my mom close to me. And then I started sobbing. I rocked her and sang to her until the police came and they pulled her away from me and left me there. I balled up in the corner and sat there for hours. The hospital was calling me. Micheal was calling me. I didn't care. I just cried and cried. I was tired of having blood on me so I went and took a shower and I got out and put pajamas on and curled up in bed and cried until I fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and didn't get out of bed. I didn't check my phone. I didn't eat. I did nothing but sit there and think about my mom. I decided to just go see her. I got ready and walked out the door. I can't legally drive. But I did it anyway. I grabbed my mom's keys and drove to the hospital. I went up to the lady and asked for my mom and I found my mom. She was laying there tubes everywhere. I walked over to her and grabbed her hand and cried some more. The doctor came in and explained that she fell on the dresser. She was in critical condition. It is up to her wheather she comes back because she's in a coma. God I can't do this. The doctor was still explaining to me but I didn't care I just ran away. I kept running I didn't get in the car I didn't call anyone I just ran anywhere no one would be and I knew exactly where to go. I went to Michaels Park.

I ran there and curled under the tree and sobbed. Cried because of my mom and just everything really. I haven't cried full on for a while so I just let it all out. Eventually I fell asleep again on the grass. I woke up and I wasn't in the park. I was in someone's room. I jumped out and rubbed my eyes. I looked around and didn't know where I was. I screamed and jumped out of the bed and ran into the door not paying attention and got kocked out. I woke up with a headache and Micheal above me. I jumped up and smacked our foreheads together.

"Ow!" Michael said

"What the heck. How'd I get here?" I said

"Shhhhhh. What's wrong with you. I called and texted you over and over. And then I found you in my Park tears down your cheeks, eyes all puffy, hair not done, and just a mess. What's wrong?"

"Nothing I'm fine. Stop worrying about me!" I screamed.

"I can do what I want" he said

"Fine" I said

"please tell me fall"

"But I'll cry Micheal"

"I'm right here if you need me"

"No" he looked taken back and hurt "I'm sorry, it's just you don't need to worry about my problems I'm okay and I just wanna go home"

"No you don't"

"Watch me" I jumped and ran out his door and to my house. He called my name and chased me but he eventually gave up. I got to my house and I walked in. I could smell the blood. It's horrible and I walked to my room but passed my mom's on the way. I saw the blood and dropped to the floor and started sobbing. I pulled my knees to my chest and cried for what felt like hours. I shut my phone off because Mikey wouldn't leave me alone. I cried for a while but after a little I heard the door open but I didn't care. I hope I get kidnapped I hope it's criminal. I saw my mom on the floor flash in my head over and over. I picked my head up and the walls were closing on me. I put my head on my knees hummed and rocked myself. I felt arms wrap strongly around me. I jumped and looked up to see a concerned Mikey. I pulled away.

"Why are you denning me?" Mikey asks. I didn't answer. He asked again I still didn't answer. He kept asking and I turned around and tried to walk off but his arms grabbed me and pulled me into his chest. I smelled him and instantly started crying.

"My mom. She fell on her dresser and is in critical condition. I don't know if she will wake up. I need her Mikey I don't know what I'd do without her. You didn't see her I did and it was bad. I just-" I started choking. Michael rubbed circles on my back. Shushing me.

"Let's go back to my house and you can stay there" He said

"No I can't. You have to go home and I'll stay here" I say

"Your not staying here alone" he said

"Watch me" I ran and slammed my room door and locked it.

"Fully aware that your room isn't the only one in this house" he said cockily.

"Fully aware that I don't care. I'm calling the cops saying you broke in my house" I said mocking him.

"Go ahead lovely"

"Ugh" I groaned

"Just let me in please fall"

"No! Go away I hate you and never wanna see your face again"

"You don't mean that"

"Yes I do! Just go away"

Michaels P.O.V
Warning self harm please! do not read if it will trigger you!! Please!

I can't belive she said that I can't belive I like her. I was hurt deeply hurt. She's right no one needs to see my face.  No one needs me. I'm nothing. I slam the door to her house and I walk home go in the bathroom lock the door and cut my arm.

One for letting her in*cut*One for showing affectation *cut*One for being you*cut*One for just being plain old stupid!*cut*And eight for being stupid enough to think she actually liked you
*cut*

I cleaned my new cuts and wrapped them up and collapsed on my bed. I blared Peirce the Veil into my headphones, curled into a ball, and went to sleep thinking about her even though I shouldn't but I can't help it. She's perfect. But I'm done. I'll stay our of her life and leave her alone. I'll leave everyone alone because no one needs me.

Okay guys I don't like writing this part but it adds drama and interest! I know it's short I'm sorry but the next part will be longer. Okay well let's go for at least 30 reads?, 1 comment? And 1 vote?

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