TXT ONE SHOTS|mostly yeonbin|open request

∭ Protect∭(1/2) ✑ ~Yeonbin

Contain abuse/blood/sexual content-scenes/curse words/self harm

"Can we run away?"

"Binnie, it's not the right time to joke."

"I'm not joking."

Soobin looked into Yeonjun's eyes, and saw his own reflection in Yeonjun's black dull eyes. Yeonjun is going to study overseas, which means the two boys need to be teared apart.

" Bring me with you" Soobin ask while bitting his lower lips so hard as he taste his own blood. "I'm sorry Binnie, i don't want to but I need to go now"Yeonjun thinks that Soobin is just not willing to let go. But he's wrong, totally wrong.

Soobin just watch his best friend walked away.

He stood there for a while, and finally turn and start to leave.

Time to go 'home'.

"Dad, I'm home."

Soobin walked into the dirty petite apartment. Soobin's father looked at his son with red eyes, he's on the coach a mess, empty alcohol bottles and clothes lying randomly on the floor and table. The whole apartment is fill with the smell of alcohol and smoke.

Soobin want to throw up but trying hard not to, he sipped walk to his room and was about to lock his door but-

"What do you think youre doing son?" Soobin's dad slipped inside Soobin's room and locked the door behind him.

"Please, pl-please don-t" Soobin tremble as his back hit the wall of his room, his father, his only dad, grabbed him by his hair and swing him towards the wall. Soobin curled up against the wall, as his dad unzipped his trousers.

"Suck it."

Soobin parted his mouth and take in the whole dick of his father's.

Disgusting...disgusting...disgusting

"You disgusting little brat, you get what you deserve, you should be the one dead but not her, you are just a ugly rat"

I'm the one who should die...I'm the one

Soobin continue choking because of the whole large dick inside his mouth, he just suffer and let tears fall down his soft cheeks. His father continue face fucking him as he finally black out.

Shall we run away?

Once Soobin thought Yeonjun is his savior. He's so bright, so unreal, too perfect and fine for a person like Soobin.

Soobin was broken, was being abused, his father took his virginity and innocence, his life was being ruined.

But Choi Yeonjun appeared in his life, everything changed, and Soobin wants to stay, stay in this fucking world just for Yeonjun. And now, he's leaving, just like all his beloved, leaves him in this dark and unbearable pain. Soobin gave up, he don't want to fight his father, is his fault that his mother dead because of his birth.

It's my fault, all my fault, I shouldnt be alive

Soobin woke and found himself on the cold and dirt floor as always. His father is nowhere been seen in the old little apartment. He let out a sigh and went into his own little broken bathroom and start to clean himself up. Soobin looked into the mirror, the boy in front of him hurt, broke, like a piece a useless shit. And that's him.

He picked up a piece of broken glass at the corner of the bathroom. He watched the glass sink into his wrist and blood drops form on his hand. Out of his expect it's not painful nor itchy, Soobin found it relax.

Blood formed puddles on the grey tiles, as Soobin finally smile.

It's going insane. Soobin smile widely and begin to laugh.

(Total: 646 words)
Authors note

Hey sorry for the slow update🥺😢I'm quite busy for school work and I'll try to update as soon as possible, and you can request one shot ideas by commenting and sending me message~ I'll work on your request as soon as possible so please tell me your ideassss💜💜💜