insecurity
the one thing that makes me different for the rest
i am insecure
about my body
my mind
the way i speak
i want to be liked,
to be loved
but
i second guess myself
and try to be someone im not.
i am afraid that you wont like me for my differences
i think a certain way,
a way where what i think is funny
you are there, confused
i have to repeat myself
over
and
over.
when will i be understood
for the real me?