you say i leave you speachless.
                              is that so?
                              or are those just borrowed words?
                              i feel paranoid. 
                              because i never let myself feel this way,
                              ever.
                              i dont like relationships because 
                              i dont want to be hurt.
                              ive seen them crumble over and over again.
                              and my heart cant take it anymore.
                              just promise me this isnt for show.
                              i need to know.
                              
                              
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  