they know.
                              they fucking know.
                              i cried a lot, not sure why though.
                              was i sorry for myself?
                              sorry that i got caught?
                              or 
                              was i sorry for the look she gave me when she knew?
                              now everyone knows what i did.
                              and i am ashamed and embarrassed that they know. 
                              that they wont look at me the same way. 
                              but 
                              part of me wants to do it again. 
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  